This one UR I had on my previous acc came back to me and I feel so TOUCHED

lemme ugly cry in the corner for 10 days ok

also it took me 8 months to get my first ur in SIF and it took me less than a day to get a Dream UR on this one I feel b l e s s e d

I NEED LIKE 4 MORE FRIENDS ON UTAPRI PLEASE

in all seriousness, I want to just fill my friend list up and some of my friends haven't been on in more than a month so ummm... if you play utapri and you have space please add me or something?

and I may have tried to start playing idolish7. Into idol hell i go!

After a good rest... it's really good to be back home. I miss the warmth of my country. And speaking my language. Also. I owe my mother a lot. She is the one who took care of my girl when I was in japan.

Arigato gozaimasu Okasaaaa~!

Mah Games UwU

Inspirational for those looking for new games. XD

gggggggasp

you guys i actually need help.

so im taking this theater/vocal class and on saturday were working on solo songssss like legit singing in front of people.........and im like aya in the first pasupare band story: i have the worst stage fright out of everyone in the troupe.... fuee how do you sing on stage i dont understand. but also i havent picked out a song yet but i want to do tear drops bc its kinda easy and ive almost memorized it but then again theres opera of the wasteland which is also really easy... but i still dont know after a million years -_- i wanna stay safe with bandori bc i know almost all the songs but waku waku week is really awesome too aaarrUUUUUGH WHY DOES THERE HAVE TO BE SO MANY CHOICES?!?!?!?!

kaoruskitten also needs a math tutor bc i have a b and extremely close to a c and im really pissed off

ty for listening to kaoruskitten ranting for a solid 10 minutes

hi fam

i'm in good mood now, and, i don't know why, but i feel strong need to share with you my story about my fight with anxiety. Maybe i should place trigger warner here, don't know who may read this. I don't mean social anxiety, i mean... i don't know... it's more looks like obssesion, or post-traumatic, or just an anxiety. Like everyone, I always had some fears, and one of my most specifical fears was a fear of gas explosion in my house (i live in a flat), and at 31th december 2018 it took place in the one russian city (not my) . It was very strong- it destroyed the whole entrance, more than 30 people died. I didn't react at once-but at the next day something got me to look at all this shit and here.... what i got. I had awful and strong sensory accociations and thoughts for a long time. Thanks to my mom, she started to help me. I got better at the middle of january, but i still have some thoughts and associations. I can't belive i have this shit more than month, but yep. I still imagine explosions, and like roof fall on me, or like i'm falling from my 7th floor and die. But i feel really better now. And you know, like one of my relatives said to me, i'm trying to set my mind to something good, and to thanks my fears for this challenge, because it would do myself stronger if i'll pass it, and i think i really CAN thank it, because if i didn't had it, i wouldn't be the one who i am now, And one more point, that i find out today-i may F*CKING LOVE my anxiety. I don't know how, but i can! i'll further fight against it, but i feel myself a looooot better and more confident. And it helps me with selflove too! Now I understand that I can love myself! And i'm so happy now that yes, i decide to share it with you. I hope i haven't triggered someone here, because i want everyone to feel themselves good too!

your EndlessSkyPride

I can't believe I actually got my friend to watch Haikyuu!!, and he likes it, which is good.

Friendly PSA, watch Haikyuu!!

weird thing I just realised: R • I • O • T says something about a white flag (it's probably something about surrendering idk that's what white flags mean) and I know it because it says ''shiro hata''. I know this because of Hetalia.

I need healing.

I was writing a decently long ramble/rant post right now but ended up deleting it mostly cause I dont have my feelings on the topic sorted out 100% yet so just a heads up that if you see said post in the future please forgive me for the excessive amount of words that'll be thrown up on screen

y'all Netflix Germany finally has added Kimi No Na Wa which is honestly my favourite movie ever & this is me after watching it again

Uwu-neko has revived!

Where is she now?

New classes.

and they suck.

So this...

is me rn.

Okay so irrelevant life hours! okay so I started new classes like, a week ago? And they've already kept me super busy fueeee.... so for first period I have Career Management, which is across the street because the computer classes are located in the Business and technology building, which is across the street and they have us ride the buses across the... one street... and it's been freezing lately so I'm like bbrrRrrrRrRR... but Career management doesn't have that much of a workload, ya just have to take everything seriously in that class, which most people don't, sadly. But, I do, and it kind of shows in a way or so the teacher has told me? That was nice. Second period, across the street, into another building, walking, walking, and it's my AP Government class, which is honestly kind of fun because all of the debates that happen in there are super interesting, and honestly get me thinking. The teacher manages to remain so unbiased on subjects and I admire him for that as well, but it is an AP class so the work will, sadly, be more difficult especially for my one brain cell left. My on brain cell gets nutrition by lunch and dies within 3 minutes of 3rd period, which is Math. (Fun.) My last period class is (Honors) Biology with one of my favorite teachers! She's super cool and has a smol turtle. Speaking of 4th period we had a test today with 40 multiple choice and 2 essays and I got 38/40 right and I feel super confident about the two essays I wrote! I also drew a cute lil drawing to show how enzymes act on substrates and break them apart, with some lil :3 faces. But yeah, other than that, the neko is good. On another bad note I have not watched anime in over a week and am about to get my replenishment after I get done typing this! Another addition is that I messaged the guy I like! I only asked him about a class he was taking, which is AP Psychology, which is a class I'm genuinely interested in, and he was so nice and didn't mind describing his opinion on the class to me at all? like... he's so sweet? How in tarnation can a male homosapien that attends high school be so sincere? marry me pls even though I don't know your favorite color

But yeah, that's the basis, I hope everyone's lives have been going well, and I want to create a random survey rn for some reason, so off I go!

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