He is precious

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hello I am technically not here because I'm still kinda eh and my strategy of dealing with that is to limit my social media use to my (private) twt, play Animal Crossing, go outside, and blast GYROAXIA (all of which has been working to get my Emotions back but instead I'm now at 120% constantly and I do not wanna do that to you OR myself) ... I'm not quite sure when I'll be back but once I am I have SO much band boys/girls talk to catch you up on (just last night I almost cried about audio mixing. yes I mean it when I say I'm at 120%)

but in the meantime have a meme I made.

//disappears back into the shadows

crying uncontrollably over band story 3

i read the translation and holy shit holy fuck i'm so impressed and i'm crying and best girl and himari gets development and tomoe cried and basically spam tissue box pictures in the comments cause i can't take this saddiness

i fucking love you my love my hope my future i will do anything for you PLEASE

after someone made a post about vs live

let's just make the comments of this post things that make us angry in bandori, i'll try to reply to all of them, feel free to swear since i put the swearing tag

let it all out right here

this post will not be deleted as planned

vs live is literally insufferable, theres no worse time than having to play it as an event

literally all if the limited events have been vs lives this year too it feels like. im so tired of craftegg doing this on bandori

like i have 0 motivation to play bcuz 1. no aya after all those stars & 2. its always fucking vs live. idk how anyone likes vs live. maybe bcuz it lets them choose their shit songs and force ppl to play???

[Sirenity / fanband content]

I was planning to just drop this out of context Mae and leave it at that, but I wanna talk about this so

my friend & I have been bouncing ideas about our fanbands off each other for a while, and tonight the topic of pets came up since argnv just gave all of their bands one ... well, Sirenity actually already has a dog they kinda sorta take care of at their shared apartment in Tokyo (her name is Tama, she belongs to a very busy staff member of the studio they use and their time with her is split about 50/50), but. I also just gave them. CHINCHILLAS

Ria, who works part-time at an elementary school, was approached by parents who needed to rehome their chinchillas since taking care of them was too expensive. she was meant to just ask around, as a member of the Hiiragi family who knows a bunch of people with enough money, but when she came to take photos of them, she fell in love, and Sirenity ended up taking them in (not without Ria - as rarely ever happens - begging her parents for extra funds, spinning it as "an important learning experience" ghdlkhg)

their names are Black and Shout, named after Roselia's first single, they're two brothers and everybody loves them very much, including Tama, who tends to hang out by their enclosure just watching them and wagging her tail. don't be too loud around them or you'll be thrown out of the apartment. their enclosure is in the living room, and they're kinda shy, but once you've gained their trust, they become pretty clingy.

Kaede also used to keep chinchillas as a kid, but staff took care of all of that, so he's still pretty clueless. Hayato was stoked from the beginning. Ichirou was very worried that they were taking on too much, and a chinchilla isn't really like a dog, it's not like they're a super common pet ... but it's been working out surprisingly well. and Mae was suspicious at first, until she pet them. everything was okay after that. she likes soft and cute things

it'll be some time until they meet them in the story, but they're there!!

right!! THE DEPTHS online streaming was today! and i mean, it's still available for now,

but holy shit i had an absolute blast. since i was home alone i closed the blinds nd door and just went crazy waving my penlights. this was me right before the start

RAS never fails to deliver, their lives are just absolutely energy-packed, even as just a delayed online viewing (and man, i'll never forget the adrenaline rush of when i saw them live). they go so dang hard throughout the whole thing!

i have a lot on my mind regards this live, but one thing i find extremely funny and impressive at the same time so it has to be said: rikopin is a total legend for playing guitar....with a water gun (not only that but she constantly flexes her guitar skills, she played it behind her head too LOL)

extreme feelings of gratefulness came up by the end of the live, thanks for changing my world, raise a suilen. as corny as that sounds haha

SOMEONE CAN BURN MY EYES PLS????

HOLY SHIT IM GOING INSANE HEELP THIS IS MY FIRST 28 FC ANDI GOT MY FIRST EX GOLAL TITLE????????

I'm going to sort the 4☆ Trained soon, but I wanted to do it differently and record myself sorting it, with bad commentary and all. Thing is, I've known my laptop usually has issues recording for super long times, so I went and did a test recording and I can't not share it if I'm gonna share the actual thing. Also, now I know I should talk more clearly and that I do really suck at doing commentary. It's 20 mins long and I think the actual recording's gonna take over an hour, so that's gonna be fun. I was just gonna rough-sort the Year 1 cards, then I went completely off-track. Also have the sniffles going on so apologies. The recording below.

I swear in it twice or something, so yeah. I said a lot of stupid stuff as well. And as always, what I say are my opinions, so if you don't agree, that's perfectly fine! I caught myself out when I said more negative stuff later on too late. I had a laugh watching it back, I hope you do too if you watch it.