woaah.. i’m not dead.......

yes hello i’ve decided to hop on the (new??) bandwagon i think i’m really late but i’ll still put it out here i guess!

i’m not gonna get into detail too much so i’ll just explain a tad bit

arisa and misaki are basically what i’m like with my closest of friends! i’m really sarcastic with them (just for jokes) and love being around with them i just don’t tell them that to their faces (no i’m not a tsundere.....)

i wish i was happy and amazing as characters like kokoro and hina i’m not really talented in much (unless you wanna consider me being able to do experts in bang dream a talent) and i wish i can do better in a lot of what i’m interested in

i wanna teach myself to draw better ‘cause i’ve always loved to draw but when i saw others draw and how theirs looked so much better compared to mine i just lost the love for it. don’t know just looking at how others art looks so much better than mine just made me hate drawing and i hate it how whenever i try drawing i always compare mine to others it really sucks and lowers my confidence in my art, but i’ve recently went back to the hobby of drawing and when i feel confident enough about it i may?? post it?? not sure

(that was me relating to sayo just like how she got into many hobbies and hina decided to hop in only to get better than her, leaving sayo feeling discouraged in continuing it)

HELLO HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOKORON!!!

I drew one of my favorite cards of yours :D

I PROMISE IMMA COLOR YOU BUT I DONT WANNA ERASE THOS STUFF WITH A BAD ERASER AND HAVE THE PENCIL MARKS SHOW UP WHEN I COLOR SO THIS IS WHAT I HAVE FOR NOW I STILL LOVE YOU 💛💛💛

HAPPY! LUCKY! SMILE! YAY!!!!!

Finally, the next Photon Maiden illustration was released.

So, I guess they're releasing these every month, unlike Peaky P-key's and Happy Around's, which were released every day.

So close . . . So, so close . . .

Arisa pin . . . please come to meeee

(ignore my other high score ratings, I haven’t done like any free lives since I started Bandori and so my main high scores are on PoPiPa lol)

Another one of those Rinkos.

4-Koma #233. I don't think I'll ever get over how I do these cutouts.

Haha eve 3 star duplicate

Kokoro’s birthday surprise in the lounge is so cute! That’s all I wanted to say, other than HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOKORON!!! I feel like her birthday gave me some gacha luck because I was able to solo the limited summer Chisato, so I felt like I should post to thank her for keeping us all happy lucky, and also smile yay~! (≧◡≦)

I made the members on picrew! I'm gonna say who each of them are so it's not confusing (top to bottom left to right)

Yamane Tsuki (Vo.)

Iwasaki Naomi (Gt.)

Shiraki Kaiya (Ba.)

Kurihara Aimi (Dr.)

Tsukamoto Momo (Hp.)

EDIT: So Kaiya's original hairstyle looks too much like Aya's hair so I change it. Here is the original design

EDIT 2: I changed Tsuki's design because I just really didn't like it. I forgot the link to the original design.

So after my kinda sorta venty post, I wanted more serotonin so I rehashed my fave character bingo from months ago. It's honsetly roughly the same but what can I do. I like the characters I like and not much can really change them and they're not in any particular order. Just randomised the order.

just a random post here

idk i just kinda felt the feeling to talk here don’t ask me why

sooo umm yeah recently i’ve been gotten very good luck in Arknights (gachas), like last week, i got three 6* all from singles which i am very happy of and now i believe that singles are op. and now something related to banpa. So you might’ve noticed that i don’t really post game-related things here that much (gacha or playing results) mostly cuz i felt pretty bored with it now. Don’t get me wrong, the cards and the game itself is amazing, it’s just me. Idk i just don’t really have the motivation to save or even play not to mention my bad gacha luck. The only reasonable explanation for this might be bcz of my gacha luck. I put a lot of effort saving stars that sometimes it takes up my studying time just hoping for great results. and tbh the most stars i’ve ever saved in banpa is 5k stars. i know. that’s not much. I mean i always just feel like, VERY amazed when someone says that they saved stars more than 5k. I have to say that i do have some lucky times in banpa but it just doesn’t happen anymore now. Now i just kinda feel bored playing even if its my favourite song. I always imagined that if i didn’t have any other games, i could be depressed about it by now. I know that’s kinda exaggerated, but that’s how i feel. I mean, even now, looking at those beautiful cards just doesn’t really spark that feeling of playing anymore. I don’t blame anyone or anything about this, again it’s just me.

sorry if this seems a bit wierd after the post for Kokoro’s birthday tho

kaede_~

here’s your order!

pLease don’t look at it too close you’ll see everywhere I messed up lol

Overall I’m kinda proud of it though! hope u like it hehe

MIRAI ZURAAA

took a second one so u can see the drawing and the writing better I guess lol