just a random post here

idk i just kinda felt the feeling to talk here don’t ask me why

sooo umm yeah recently i’ve been gotten very good luck in Arknights (gachas), like last week, i got three 6* all from singles which i am very happy of and now i believe that singles are op. and now something related to banpa. So you might’ve noticed that i don’t really post game-related things here that much (gacha or playing results) mostly cuz i felt pretty bored with it now. Don’t get me wrong, the cards and the game itself is amazing, it’s just me. Idk i just don’t really have the motivation to save or even play not to mention my bad gacha luck. The only reasonable explanation for this might be bcz of my gacha luck. I put a lot of effort saving stars that sometimes it takes up my studying time just hoping for great results. and tbh the most stars i’ve ever saved in banpa is 5k stars. i know. that’s not much. I mean i always just feel like, VERY amazed when someone says that they saved stars more than 5k. I have to say that i do have some lucky times in banpa but it just doesn’t happen anymore now. Now i just kinda feel bored playing even if its my favourite song. I always imagined that if i didn’t have any other games, i could be depressed about it by now. I know that’s kinda exaggerated, but that’s how i feel. I mean, even now, looking at those beautiful cards just doesn’t really spark that feeling of playing anymore. I don’t blame anyone or anything about this, again it’s just me.

sorry if this seems a bit wierd after the post for Kokoro’s birthday tho