Hello! I'm Retayu, you might see me at pixiv Here's one of my artwork, nice to meet you all

GUYS!!!! THE BEST THING JUST HAPPENED TO ME!!!!!

Once again, it’s another non-BanG Dream post but what the heck? I’m just extremely elated right now!!!

So if you read through the impossible essay known as my bio, you will know I make music and have a SoundCloud account. Well guess what? I got a message on SoundCloud from one of my favorite aspiring music artists! They messaged me that they loved one of my tracks so much that they made a remix of it. That person asked if it was okay if they could publish it. Of course, I said yes!!! And this is the first time someone has loved my music so much!!!! I’m so happy right now!

Listen to the remix right here! https://soundcloud.com/parallelusa/sayaka-ai-synthesis-parallel-remix

Heyo, fam! This is completely unrelated to BanG Dream, but tonight I got my first piece of Kizuna Ai merchandise! It’s a small, tiny figurine. It’s so cute! Also, my surgery is in two days. Wish me luck.

Edit: It’s tomorrow now... ghhhh I went to bed at 10PM and didn’t fall asleep until 3AM because I was so nervous. Luckily I didn’t accidentally pull an all-nighter lol

the cutest

Some girls have been changed from school for a few days.

This is TOO cute. Kasumi riding a creepy horse thing ;-;

WHYYY do I keep getting gold light fakeouts?

And why is it a duuuuuuuupe? At least there isn't a better Cool Rinko on the horizon.

Actually, my last 4 4☆s (on my main) have all came from gold lights. Is my account just cursed to never have rainbow lights appear normally now? I thought I left my curse with screenshots behind.

All Hail Tsurumaki Kokoro and her intense love for hair extensions.

什么时候更新国服信息呢，期待能记录国服的账号

Kokoro Fanart #2

This took me HOURS to draw.

So with everyone sharing their stories about their identities and everything, I figured I might as well share mine.

As of now, I identify as aro/ace. Physical relationships are a no-go for me, and overall I’m not interested in having any relationships what-so-ever.

However, I did date someone once. She was a close online friend of mine, we befriended each other on Wattpad in 2016 because she really liked my art (even though it was shit at the time). She eventually left Wattpad, albeit temporarily, and it was one of the reasons I also decided to take a (temporary) leave. We reunited in spring 2017 when I made a new account and found her again, and we became closer than ever....

(warning: mentions of depression and suicide ahead)

...but she was also dealing with serious depression issues; there were several times when she stated she wanted to kill herself, though I did my best to talk her out of it. At one point, it got worse: she went through a bad breakup and was worrying that no one would ever love her. In order to make her happy again, I decided to become her girlfriend (earlier, she admitted to having a bit of a crush on me).

At the time, I was questioning if I was a lesbian, though I wasn’t completely sure. We had a pretty stable relationship, but we broke up in September of last year (the relationship lasted for 9 months). She said it would be better if we were just friends, and she felt that she was roping me into our relationship, blaming herself for being too clingy. Sadly, we drifted apart from there on out...

Anyway, I’m aro/ace, and I’m aware of the garbage that is the “ace discourse”. Since I hate discourse with a passion, I decided not to look into it, though I do know that there are people who hate on asexuals and claim that they’re “fake” or some bullshit like that. Seriously, some people just aren’t interested in physical relationships, what’s so wrong about that?!

However, I have a feeling I may be bi...but only when it comes to fictional characters. Like, characters like Tomoe or Deku make me want to smash my keyboard....hopefully that doesn’t make me a fake aro/ace.

Happy Pride Month, everyone. I’m glad this website and community can provide an LGBT+ friendly environment. Your identities are valid, don’t listen to those edgy 13-year olds who claim that you’re “mentally disabled” or “trying to get attention” or any of that bullshit. (seriously, those “memes” making fun of LGBT+ people make me sick.)