YUKINAAA... I wish I could make an edit for her birthday today but unfortunately between school and my plummeting mental health I just don't have the time 😭 Love you queen, happy birthday!

Ciao a tutti! Also for today I recovered a clip that I wrote a few months ago, starring Ayaka interacting with some members of Roselia and some other girls from other bands. The following story is based after Ayaka's scene with Honami, so Ayaka is aware of her feelings, and this is what happened.

Bandtober : Day 26 (With Canon Characters)

[Ayaka POV - Outside Haneoka]

• Ako "Hey! Orlanda-senpai! Will you come with me to the CiRCLE?" Ako's shrill voice echoed down the hall, as I was arranging my things in the locker ready to go home, taking me to look around hearing the curious glances of the other students. Today not even my cousin, Honami, was with me, who had to go out earlier to solve a family matter. I just hope there weren't any problems.
• Ayaka "Ako-chan! How many times have I told you that I am ashamed when you call me that in public?!" I mumbled getting red in the face and waiting for her to reach me, standing beside me with her scarlet eyes shining. "But that's okay with me... Why are you so perky today? Is there any new gadget on NFO that interests you?"
• Ako "Nah, I got what I wanted as a reward the other day, when we went with Rinrin on the secret mission of the Vermilion Dungeon." She chuckled and then waved her hand to her sister Tomoe, who greeted us by returning the gesture, while she too was going out with the Afterglow. "Onee-chan!"
• Moca "Oh, look at you, Ayaka." Moca called me back and approached us, meanwhile Ako had already flung herself into her sister's arms, so I stood a little aside to chat with my friend about binges. "It's strange to see you with that little one, isn't your cousin here today?"
• Ayaka "No, she was busy and ran away an hour ago, she even skipped training at the Kendo club." I sighed and then, all seven of us, we walked out of the school walking a long way together.
• Moca "You are very dejected, it would take you a nice Manju, I heard that there is a place that makes traditional desserts very well known. Would you like to drop by?"
• Ayaka "Not today, maybe let's have another day." I smiled weakly and then got a pat on the back from the girl. "Mocacchin?"
• Moca "Don't worry, neither I nor the shop will run away, when you feel like it you let me know."
• Ako "Orlanda-senpai! We have to go! Rinrin is waiting for us!" Once again Ako yelled at me by my nickname, causing the others to turn towards me, which made me so embarrassed that my cheeks went up in flames. "Ah... sorry, senpai."
• Moca "Orlanda..?" Moca looked at me confused and with a raised eyebrow, as if asking for an explanation.
• Ayaka "It's my nickname on the server of an online game we are subscribed to..."
• Moca "Oh, I understand, that's cool as a name." She smiled in amusement at the end and then greeted me as I went to the opposite side to them with little Udagawa. "We get caught at school." We greeted them and continued our journey towards the CiRCLE, meeting two figures in the street that were familiar to me. A well-groomed raven hair on the girl's curvy body, flanked by a slightly slender figure and aquamarine hair, gathered in a low ponytail, which waved behind that sinuous back.
• Ako "Oh! Rinrin! Sayo-san!" Ako preceded me and called the girls a few meters away from us, seeing them both turn to our side surprised, noticing first the young girl who had called them and then my presence.
• Rinko "It's you, Ako-chan... Ayaka-chan..." Rinko's faint voice came out as a smile was painted on her lips, Sayo was frowning, casting a fiery look at Ako.
• Sayo "Udagawa-san, you know I can't stand when you scream in the street so suddenly, you only annoy people..." She mumbled in exasperation, as she turned to me with a mild expression on her face, glimpsing a faint smile just hinted at me that made my heart skip a beat. "Good afternoon, Aihara-san."
• Ayaka "Good afternoon to you too." I answered shyly and with a nod of the head, as we walked towards the local, with Ako and Rinko standing in front while Sayo and I remained a few steps behind. Being able to stay so close to my idol was something that had a strange effect on me, then she was so beautiful with her hair tied up, who knows if she had left them so purposely or if she had simply forgotten. "You look really good on this hair, Hikawa-san..." I said with a faint voice as I looked at her with my head slightly tilted, the blush from before was not going to leave my face, which however made turn her face to observe me.
• Sayo "Mh? You say? It was just a coincidence that I keep hair tied, today it was really hot in the student council room." She calmly replied to my statement, automatically brushing the hairline on the nape of her neck, then observing over my head. "But you always use this particular hairstyle, with this tuft that covers your eye, don't you feel uncomfortable?"
• Ayaka "Not really, after all I don't play anything and when I sing I tend to have my eyes closed often..." She watched me silently and narrowed her eyes, scrutinizing me with her iridescent green irises, a very bright green.
• Sayo "Speaking of instruments, I haven't seen Takamine-san with you. Did something happen?"
• Ayaka "Nothing serious, she had to do some chores with the family and she had to leave early, so we probably won't try the group today."
• Sayo "I understand, if you say there is no need to worry, then that's okay. How come then are you coming to CiRCLE? Do you have to do some things for the band?"
• Ayaka "More or less, Ako-chan invited me, but I think I take this opportunity to discuss with Marina-san about the next rehearsal appointment."
• Sayo "Yes, it seems fair to me, always better to be prepared than you never know. Do you already have in mind when to organize the next concert?"
• Ayaka "Not yet..."
• Sayo "I'm curious to know what you will bring next time. You really do a kind of music I wasn't expecting." As much as I enjoyed being able to talk to her like that, those questions somehow made me feel uncomfortable, mostly because I didn't know how to continue the conversation so as not to bore her. All the while, however, I was memorizing every little detail and movement she made, such as the tension of the clavicular bundle that marked the hollow of the collarbone, which could be seen thanks to the summer uniform, or that involuntary hardening of the jaw. But I had probably stared at it too eagerly, since she then attracted my attention. "Aihara-san? Everything good? Do I have something?"
• Ayaka "N-No! I'm sorry! It's the heat that got me distracted." I invented the first excuse that came to mind, by now becoming completely purple in the face up to the tips of the ears, feeling my heart beating with such fury inside my chest that it almost hurt.
• Ako "Senpai! Your face is red."
• *Ayaka "What?" Ako turned to me and approached worried, also noticing the worried faces of my peers, without realizing it we had already arrived in front of the local and all that attention destabilized me.
• Rinko "Do you want to rest for a while? Maybe if you drink something cool you will recover." Rinko looked at me anxiously, her hands folded in front of her chest trembling slightly.
• Sayo "We can stop by the bar for a few seconds if you need it." Sayo asked me reassuringly. I looked into her eyes for a few seconds, then shifted my gaze to the ground and squeezed her arm with one hand.
• Ayaka "You don't have to worried for me, you have the rehearsal today, surely Yukina-san and Lisa-san will be waiting for you..." I muttered softly and half-closed eyes, sighing and looking once again at the face of the one who created that upheaval inside me the soul. "Go ahead, I mean really, don't worry... it's just a moment."
• Ako "Senpai..."
• Sayo "Are you sure?" Sayo's voice seemed worried to me, this did nothing but swell my chest with an even stronger emotion, leading me to smile weakly at her.
• Ayaka "One hundred percent. I don't want you to be late because of me. I'll send a message to you, Rin-san, to tell you about the situation here."
• Rinko "E-Eh?! Okay..."
• Ako "See you later, senpai!"
• Sayo "Let us know." I waved my hand as a greeting when I saw them go towards the entrance, then abandoning myself with all weight on the bench in the square, holding the bag tight to my chest while I was bending over myself. Sayo had been worried about me, even though I certainly had made a fool of myself because of my strange behavior, but I couldn't help it. I took my mobile phone from inside my bag and looked at the photo on the display with a shy smile, bringing it to my lips and placing a short kiss on the screen, then getting up from the bench to go to the kiosk to order. I let myself go on the stool, once I found a place at an empty table, waiting for the girl to bring me the requested drink, when then I caught a glimpse in the distance of a decidedly eye-catching figure that I knew well.
• Kaoru "Little Ayaka?" Her voice made me widen my eyes, then scratching the back of my neck as a result, when then she arrived sent in my direction with her scarlet eyes shining. "It is really you, my delicate nightingale!"
• Ayaka "Kaoru-sama... it's strange to see you here..." I muttered intimidated, the blush had not yet completely left my face from the experience I had lived before, on the contrary, it made the young woman just arrived curious.
• Kaoru "Could I say the same thing about you, oh sweet girl, isn't dear Honami with you today?"
• Ayaka "If you want you can sit here with me, that place is free, so we can talk calmly about everything. And no, she's busy now." I waved to her and she nodded and stood in front of me with her chin resting on her palm.
• Kaoru "I understand, I gladly accept your invitation. So, what shook your chest so hard and give you this beautiful color that you have on your sweet face? Has something particularly intoxicating happened?" She smiled at her sentence and narrowed her eyes, as if to peer into my soul, looking for that something that had made me vulnerable.
• Ayaka "Could you please stop staring at me like that? It almost seems that you want me ra-" I was about to end the sentence in an ambiguous way were it not for the arrival of my drink.
• Waitress "Here's your berry iced tea. Oh, I see you have company, do you want me to bring something for her too?"
• Kaoru "Yes, thank you, I take the same as my chaperone." The woman wrote down the order and, once she nodded, took her leave leaving us alone again. "What were you saying earlier, my dear?"
• Ayaka "No, nothing... Forget it, I'm not in the mood to argue."
• Kaoru You hurt me like that, oh sweet nightingale, don't do that." She said dramatically and I looked at her confused, consequently frowning, sighing bitterly.
• Ayaka "Sometimes I think I really understand why those two feel upset when you are with them." I muttered under my breath, but not evident enough that Kaoru stared at me with some amazement, leaning towards me with a worried air.
• Kaoru "Who are you referring to?!"
• Ayaka "Calm down, Kaoru-sama, I was just talking to myself. It often happens to me." This didn't convince her very much, but at least she seemed to have distracted herself from my situation, one less problem to think about. "Well... I was just wondering why you can't be more open with others, to be more honest..."
• Kaoru "I just..." She started to continue, but between the order arrived and her insecurity, she didn't continue the conversation, glaring at the contents in her glass. I did the same thing too, but sipping the drink slowly, closing my eyes to better savor its taste. It seemed so difficult at times to talk to other girls, maybe even Kaoru had her reasons as to why she kept pretending to be another person, after all I was doing it too lately.
• Ayaka "If only it were as simple as they all make it seem." I muttered softly, surrounding the edge of the glass, glancing at my friend who was drinking.
• Kaoru "I could only agree with you." She answered and then stretched out a hand to place it over mine, a faint smile on her lips that seemed so strange on her face, yet it made me ill. "I just hope you can get over your insecurities, you really have potential, have more confidence in yourself." Having said that she drew back and stood up, handing me some money for her part of the account, arranging her hair with her hand, returning again to being the same as always. "Now it is time for me to disappear, my trusted companions are waiting for me, we will soon meet you and send my greetings to your cousin." I watched as she walked away, frowning for a moment, but I recovered quickly and pulled a notebook from my bag. That brief meeting with Kaoru had been, in a certain sense, enlightening for my thoughts, now I had the words in front of me that a few days ago I could no longer write, thus holding the pen and starting to throw down rivers of words for the new song. For once I wanted to give voice to my feelings, what I kept hidden and locked up for so long to prevent anyone from hurting me, but I couldn't actually know if others cared about me and understand them if I wasn't the first to take that step.

Happy Birthday, Yukina!

shoutout to the person in multilive who got the same exact amount of perfects and greats as me!!

so i wanted to make a fanart for arisa today and actually post it (i also did other birthday fanarts but i have no idea where did i put them or they just look crappy) but guess what

my amazing polish teacher gave us a REALLY big project to do (it's not even a group project) and gave us like 2 days to do it

what am i supposed to do now

also i have another large project from english class

help

should i try rerolling for some merm4id cards? theyre my favorites but i dont have any of them

Is no one gonna talk about the fact that Lisa's (new) Halloween costume and Yukina's match?

Also happy birthday to Yukinya and Himari

How on earth...?

Of a beautiful rose, blooming into fruition;

Happy Birthday, Yukina!

Right in the thick of October's Garupa Birthday Week, there's so many related birthdays...

Almost there fam, the Happy party train arrive to it's next station and we can start to see the light at the end of the tunnel, so hang in there just a bit longer while we go through today's birthday.

Our Honoree today is a lady i think almost no one here in banpa really hates, even if it really pissed us every time she is the chosen one to get a new 4 Stars over other girls who could needed/deserved more...but let's not talk about that now and focus on the things that we all love about her.

first and foremost, her singing, her powerful and charming voice that can make the whole Budokan become silent just to hear it and enjoy it when she sings. Next, that adorable side of her personality which only come to surface with cats, it's something simply to wholesome to witness without melting your heart. And finally, i should mention her dedicatión and resolution towards her goal...but instead i'm going to talk about the hilarious her Pico/Out of character counterpart can be, because personally, i love Pico/Out of char Yukina way more than Canon Yukina, her reactions are priceless, the fact that she can say complete nonesenses with a stern face and a serious tone as if they were the absolute truth, and of course the situations in which ends.

of course nothing of all this would be possible without the amazing Seiyuu that brings her to live, but i talk already about her in her Birthday post not to long ago so i won't repeat myself.

therefore without too much to say about out guest, let's join the celebratión and raise our glasses as we always do to wish the best to the "Blooming Rose of Purple Flames", the vocalist and leader of Roselia!

Happy Birthday Yukina!!

Happy Birthday, Yukina!

I hope you'll always be as passionate about music as you are now and that you'll forever be this determined and precious girl with a weak spot for cats