Today preparing to leave japan. Amazing country. The most polite country ever. And I even served as a shinto priestess. Which felt amazing.

//gets ready for another crazy jet lag 🙄

Thanks for the blessings Minna~, I got them ehehehe

When DreamFes is not a lie

Depression is always something that'll kind of mess with me probably for the rest of my life but for the most part I've kind of dealt with it but it always lingers there and honestly it scares me sometimes because I can be in a pretty good mood or have a really good day and then I just feel empty like totally devoid of any emotion and I just kind of lay in bed and stay there unless of course I work because I'll just distract myself and get the day over with but this isn't me trying to get people to worry about me but more so for anyone that feels the same way or is in any kind of slump I just wanted to say you're not alone and that things will get better there have been so many times when I was younger that I wanted to just give up and just said what's the point of being here but if anything would have happened then I wouldn't have met all these people who have a special place in my heart from my friends my family and even you guys I wouldn't have ever been able to experience any of this had I given up so I'll always keep going forward and giving it my all and I hope you do too life is a struggle and days are hard but believe me all of us are going to get through it together anyways I've rambled on for too long once again so I'll stop there anyways have a good night/day everyone

A new print of Ako is now avaliable on my shop! Check it out: https://www.storenvy.com/products/25338264-birdcage-udagawa-ako-postcard-print

Happy New Years Everyone!🎉🎊 2018 was a roller coaster for me with having one more semester of college to graduating. After graduation I kind of entered a dump since I didn’t have a job but discovering bandori in June and joining here had kept me hopeful that everything was going to get better. Around the end of September I finally heard something back for a job and ended up getting the job the very next day. I’ve been working for my company for 3 months now and I’m enjoying it so much, even though it gets stressful sometimes. Everyone on my team helps me out a lot including my mentor and they make sure I’m developing new skills as I grow in my role. I hope 2019 feels me with more confidence to accomplish new things.

Goals For 2019

• Make new profile layout and Profile Pic

I’ve been working on this goal all day. I hope everyone likes what I’ve done so far with my profile. I’ll probably add more as I think of things.

• Save stars for the picture attached.

I’m hoping to be blessed with all these cards in 2019 minus Ran since she’ll be 2020.

• Tier in Top 100 for Let’s Go Sunset Adventure
• FC all Lvl 25 and Lvl 26 songs
• Pay off half of my student loans
• Learn new coding skills/languages for my job and overall
• Stay within monthly budgets
• Finish all cosplays for May Convention

i think god just visited me tonight

vent post ahead, pls scroll past if u want, it involves some triggering topics.

today my father passed away after struggling with an illness for a year and a half. please have him in your thoughts and prayers. i don't know how i'm going to get through this, but i know i will.

Personal life, aka everything unrelated to anything that interests people

like neko who cares about your freakin' personal life smh go to bed it's 10pm

Anyways for the people who have scrolled to here, basically, neko has a hecking crush, although it shall remain one sided for the rest of eternity because of crippling social anxiety. I go back to school so I get to see him but I honestly hope I have classes with him next semester? Gotta set off those anime romance flags- oh wait, that's probably why I don't have anybody... x3x Anyways I don't know a lot about him, as social anxiety limits me, and I'm not the kind to stalk further than social media, which he only has one in the first place. But he likes video games, so that's uhh one thing we have in common I guess? I don't know if I even like this guy or can say I like him truly given the fact I don't exactly know him that well, but it is what it is. I don't really have a certain part of him I'm attracted to, it's like a whole tol boi. He's really tall. Help.

Neko shut up it's sleep time

nO

Death

Gn

Some of the cute New Year's messages from the precious girls! My favorite one is either Misaki's because she's yawning so heavily when saying it, like, same? and/or Aya's because her voice sounds so cute as always~

Okay, so basically...

I hope everyone has had or is having a great New Year! Mine has been kinda sucky because I'm still sick, and I go back to my daily educational schedule tomorrow, so that's fun... But, to look on the bright side, I've rekindled some friendships! Some of them weren't doing so good and some were just from me not talking to them a lot as I usually withdraw myself from people... very often... but I have online friends as well as the entire website of BanPa! I'm also excited to see the new animes coming out this season owo even though I know I won't watch them because I don't like waiting for episodes~ -3-

My DM's are always open for those who want to chat, my instagram is @uwuneko and I also have a discord for those who would want to talk to sleepy ol' me.

Have a good night/day/whatever time is it, and have a great year. I hope to still be here by this time next year as well~

Just imagine that you are eating your favorite candy/cake, then you listen Eve's voice.

It seems like my best girls list has changed a bit uwu i still love moca but she kinda dropped from being one of my best girls tbh

Do the sorter here