coming back here quickly because I need to let it out

ARE THEY FUCKING KIDDING ME????? THEY ALWAYS MADE BACKSTAGE PASS IN APRIL. NOW THAT I THOUGHT THEY WOULD DO THE SAME AND SPENT MY STARS ON VALENTINE'S TAE AND THE CHRISTMAS BANNER (this one was an impulsive pull) THEY DECIDED TO FOLLOW JP'S EVENT SCHEDULE AND NOT POSTPONE BP??? FUCK YOU BUSHIROAD. YOU SHOULD HAVE FUCKING WARNED US BEFORE.

I'm so fucking mad right now, i hate this fucking company so much. I also hate that english does not have enough curse words to express my exact feelings at this moment

sorry for this, but i just needed to vent in a safe place

She’s staring into my soul

Just a reminder for people (I’ve seen the most weird shit on here)

I just need 4* Pastel✽Palette cards (´༎ຶ ͜ʖ ༎ຶ `)♡

I KNOW I POSTED ABOUT THIS ALREADY BUT MASUKI??? BEST GIRL??? STEP ON ME??? I— STEP ON ME???? PLEASE??? I’M A LONELY PANSEXUAL PLEASE??? STEP ON ME$’dkdododdo?...

Am i doing something wrong?? 4 pulls on the free gacha and still no 4*,,,, if it continues then i might change my opinion on the free gacha. Because let's be honest, gacha, of any kind, is only fun when you're getting 4 stars lol

SCREAMING AND CRYING i accidentally exchanged too many skill tickets and now i have like 12k coins ,,, i used to have like 12mil 😭😭⁉️⁉️⁉️AND RIGHT WHEN I GOT ENOUGH BLUE SHARDS TO UPGRWDE MY BLUE SHARD FOOD TOO WTFFF

me waking up every morning knowing i have done 5/7 of the free pulls and not gotten a single new 3star or 4star

so. GYROAXIA freestyle tour final huh huh hUH

as always I'm doing impressions which is just tradition at this point but aaaaaaa. also it made me really wanna sing so here's mind of prominence idk

• I. I think they may have outdone BanaChi. I didn't know it was possible to outdo BanaChi but they did it. what will they do next, explode the world?
• THEY'RE ALL SO GOOD AAAAAA
• Genjou Destruction after all this time sobs
• THE REVOLUTION->LIAR FAKEOUT LMAO I laughed so hard
• Ryou trying to bait Nayuta onstage with coffee and it not working is the most adorable thing I've ever seen
• DANCING FUCKING PARANOIA is now the official title of the song because I say so
• when they were all standing together at the start of Scatter that was SO CUTE
• god that top Jin-kun was wearing. gotta draw Nayuta in that ASAP
• speaking of clothes, I spent so long staring at Kousuke's shirt trying to decipher what it says and I still don't know ... archive pls help me out
• atsui yo Yokohama
• Nayuta calling out to someone (his father) and then going into Existence sobbing and crying
• Jin also looked & sounded pretty close to tears at the end there ngl I may just have been imagining it but it would be on brand
• New Era is one of those songs that is great on the CD version but absolutely amazing live
• Akki's lil hairpin. I am in love
• if I have to pick a favourite performance I may as well just go pass away right now but Hibana Chiru is up there today I think
• it was like 2:40something hours but it still felt WAY TOO SHORT I NEED MORE GYRO
• "today the MC is gonna be Nayuta ..." (Nayuta is not here) "... well."
• Jin-kun singing a whole verse to Kousuke just made me think that since they're in character, Miyuki is probably currently scared for his life because if Nayuta is staring at you like that you have definitely fucked up without knowing, which then made me think "pls let the poor guy live"
• been a while since we had a Gyro intro that wasn't built into a song so I once again thought they may just drop intros entirely
• those few people in the audience who only learned of Gyro at AniSama a few days ago and already came to their solo live? absolute icons, I too heard Gyro once and dedicated my life to them on the spot
• I still have no idea what a WEn is (Encore is obvious but what's the W for????)
• Mano-chin continues to be the most adorable in-character
• I love them .................... so much ................................................... I love 2d Gyro but I love 3d Gyro even more
• the absolute gap between Gyro with Nayuta and Gyro without Nayuta will never not be hilarious they just turn into a comedy band
• pls yell at me some more Ogasawara-san
• they started doing the intro to New Era and part of me legit thought they were gonna cover We Will Rock You,
• shoutout to the mixing team, volume was on point today
• SOBS I JUST WANNA GO IN PERSON ... PLS IS THAT SO HARD ....... LET ME IN I WILL PAY
• I need to rewatch it because I feel like I've already forgotten a good chunk that I should be yelling about they are just too amazing overall ... sobs

I know I already said many times before that I hate the shortened event periods on EN server, but ugh I really hate it. I'm trying to plan my future scoutings and I'm having a really hard time because of it. Backstage Pass should happen in December following the events order but it will be pushed until April 2023 considering that they didn't make 4.5 anniversary with Persona/Halloween, so that will happen in October. I don't even know if they will postpone New Year event/DF too because last year it happened before December 31, but it was all because of the Band Story 3 error.......

ugh, I really don't know what to do, I hate this. Why did they have to do this??? I can't work without planning 😭😭

they kiss i just know it