Every bloody gacha

Been saving up for months for the next Lisa 4* and I got her AND Sayo on my last pull!! I'm so happy bc I literally love this Lisa card with my entire heart!!!!!!!!!!

oof this event story is surely something so far (I haven't unlocked all of it yet)

it's mostly a Lisa development event, her wondering what her goals are compared to everyone else ... she writes lyrics again trying to put her feelings into them, but Yukina doesn't want to sing them. when she starts doubting herself (because she rly doesn't even understand what Yukina even wants from her other than a vague question of where she's going and what she sees there), Sayo snaps at her that she and everyone trust her and saying those things feels like she's betraying them. and that's about as far as I am right now

sometimes I just want to give Lisa a hug, she's always there for everyone but who's gonna be there for heeeeeer

//update: Lisa took Sayo's words to heart and is trying to be a person everyone in Roselia can truly rely on, while trying to figure out what Yukina meant. and Sayo feels like she was too strict on her, but Hina of all people cheers her up, comparing her to Chisato and even herself; and with her newfound resolve Sayo insists that they're making Future World Fes this year and she wants Hina to come watch them, and that's their new promise!!! I LOVE THEIR DEVELOPMENT SO MUCH OKAY

later on, Lisa runs into Ako, Ako talks about the last event featuring her and how Rinko and Moca helped her figure out what "cool" is for her. there's a flashback later that day of bby Lisa and Yukina making a little band together with Yukina's father and it's really cute ... he tells them that if they love their singing & instrument, they'll surely become really good one day sobs and Lisa pretends Yukina is a "king" because she's so great at singing it's VERY CUTE but then Things Happened, Yukina's father went away, both of them kinda changed ... but all that leads to Lisa finally seeing where she's headed

so she writes lyrics again, this time they are Yukina Approved(TM), and tells everyone pretty much that she's done running away and hiding behind everyone else; she loves music, and she's Roselia's bassist, and she wants to stand on the same stage with everyone. the sight she saw was the same one she remembers from back then, and Yukina remembers it too, even if she doesn't seem that way ...

the whole thing has an underlying theme of "promises", which makes the title of the new song (Lisa's, obviously) make a lot more sense hehe. it's a great event!! Lisa's finally stepping up and taking on the challenge she subconsciously avoided all this time and it's wonderful aaa

This post is just me showing my anger for one of our beloved Bandori girls, so here it is(i don't think this post counts as NSFW,but if it is, i'm gonna have to delete it cuz the NSFW is nowhere):

You know what makes me mad (and you guys would probably be upset too)

What ppl did to our beloved Ran Mitake Ever heard of HH-chan? Well, if you haven't, you're lucky, DON'T SEARCH IT UP! IT'S NSFW It makes me sad thinking that it was Ran of all people! And even worse, they don't even know of Bandori or of who Ran is. Ran isn't someone who would do stuff involving such themes! Whenever people see her, that's how they recognize her! She should be recognized as Ran-Chan or Ran Mitake! Ran is an amazing character and she has never done anything wrong to recieve such a punishment! I know i'm not the only one! This is one of our beloved Bandori girls! I feel so sad for her! Ran, I love you so much, don't listen to the ppl that call you HH-chan.

Whew y'all a 3* yukina... quick make a wish!!

So, Pride Month, huh? I’m ace, idk what my romantic orientation is—I’ve certainly had crushes on guys but when it comes to actually engaging in romantic acts I just. *insert I would prefer not to meme* Whether it’s because I’m something like akoiromantic or because of how much difficulty I have opening up to people I have no clue, but it gets too complicated so I’m just ace and that’s it. Part of me wishes being touched with any intention other than friendship didn’t make me freeze up/cringe and that I were less awkward with touch in general, but then again the fact that I’m like this was a huge part of what drew me to Arisa “D-Don’t hug me!” Ichigaya so strongly (even though I hc her as a massive disaster lesbian as most people do), so I guess it’s all good, right?

Since I don’t usually talk about this stuff online I’ve been spared from any ace discourse but I’m aware that if I were to call myself a heteroromantic ace I might be accused of being ‘pretty much straight,’ which is not true but honestly whatever, the bottom line is that love comes in many different forms, as do people, and all of them are valid as heck

And that means platonic love is important too! Sure, Pride Month is about romantic love a lot of the time and that’s great but as a romantically confused ace I crave close relationships as much as the next person—and although I am currently dating someone who knows what I’m like, there’s a heckton of compromising involved and I can’t help feeling guilty when I have to say no to things that make me uncomfortable. (Now that I’m here editing this post because as per usual I was self-conscious and trying not to get too personal before, I might as well add that my ex looked me in the eye one day and told me aces didn’t exist, it was just a ‘hormonal imbalance,’ which . . . wasn’t nice to hear.) So the idea of having a queerplatonic partner, a soulmate who loves me in a purely non-romantic way, is kinda the dream, y’know?

Yet romance is always hyped up so much that I’m a hypocrite and sometimes try to do dumb stuff like making myself ship something even if I’m not completely feeling it lmao. Take KanoChisa, for instance. They’re so perfect for each other imo and for the longest time I was torn on whether they were an OTP or a brotp. I really liked the idea of them being something in between, still technically a brotp but I feel the term is considered inherently less important than its romantic counterpart, so like. A brotp, but Intense. I could see them doing the queerplatonic thing but until recently I still tried to ship them because uh. EXCUSE THE ULTERIOR MOTIVE but if I ever wrote a fic for them, I wanted to put it in the tag ok. If I tagged it as Chisato & Kanon it would, again, seem inferior to Chisato/Kanon, like “oh I’m just writing about them as friends.” But I’ve come to a decision! KanoChisa are platonic soulmates to me and that’s how they’ll stay because it feels right and warms my ace heart. They’d still be amazing gfs though

Idk how much of that was related to anything but Happy Pride Month everyone!

Wow.

I ALMOST GOT FC IN THE LOST ONE'S WEEPING BUT THEN I GOT A BAD! T^T WHY IS LIFE SO UNFAIR!

「yukina」

A memeZZZZZ :_

Heheeeeeeeee