Saaya's Birthday

So, Pride Month, huh? I’m ace, idk what my romantic orientation is—I’ve certainly had crushes on guys but when it comes to actually engaging in romantic acts I just. *insert I would prefer not to meme* Whether it’s because I’m something like akoiromantic or because of how much difficulty I have opening up to people I have no clue, but it gets too complicated so I’m just ace and that’s it. Part of me wishes being touched with any intention other than friendship didn’t make me freeze up/cringe and that I were less awkward with touch in general, but then again the fact that I’m like this was a huge part of what drew me to Arisa “D-Don’t hug me!” Ichigaya so strongly (even though I hc her as a massive disaster lesbian as most people do), so I guess it’s all good, right?

Since I don’t usually talk about this stuff online I’ve been spared from any ace discourse but I’m aware that if I were to call myself a heteroromantic ace I might be accused of being ‘pretty much straight,’ which is not true but honestly whatever, the bottom line is that love comes in many different forms, as do people, and all of them are valid as heck

And that means platonic love is important too! Sure, Pride Month is about romantic love a lot of the time and that’s great but as a romantically confused ace I crave close relationships as much as the next person—and although I am currently dating someone who knows what I’m like, there’s a heckton of compromising involved and I can’t help feeling guilty when I have to say no to things that make me uncomfortable. (Now that I’m here editing this post because as per usual I was self-conscious and trying not to get too personal before, I might as well add that my ex looked me in the eye one day and told me aces didn’t exist, it was just a ‘hormonal imbalance,’ which . . . wasn’t nice to hear.) So the idea of having a queerplatonic partner, a soulmate who loves me in a purely non-romantic way, is kinda the dream, y’know?

Yet romance is always hyped up so much that I’m a hypocrite and sometimes try to do dumb stuff like making myself ship something even if I’m not completely feeling it lmao. Take KanoChisa, for instance. They’re so perfect for each other imo and for the longest time I was torn on whether they were an OTP or a brotp. I really liked the idea of them being something in between, still technically a brotp but I feel the term is considered inherently less important than its romantic counterpart, so like. A brotp, but Intense. I could see them doing the queerplatonic thing but until recently I still tried to ship them because uh. EXCUSE THE ULTERIOR MOTIVE but if I ever wrote a fic for them, I wanted to put it in the tag ok. If I tagged it as Chisato & Kanon it would, again, seem inferior to Chisato/Kanon, like “oh I’m just writing about them as friends.” But I’ve come to a decision! KanoChisa are platonic soulmates to me and that’s how they’ll stay because it feels right and warms my ace heart. They’d still be amazing gfs though

Idk how much of that was related to anything but Happy Pride Month everyone!

「yukina」

luckily is permanent, i’ll save more stars and then i’ll try to get her during dreamfes, i think this card has just become one of my dream cards, i love it so much aaah

Cute new childs Lisa and Yukina, but my card is definitely the happiest sisters, you can see the amount of Sayo's character development only comparing her face in one of her first cards with this one.

I LOVE THEM.

I highly agree with Arisa

AKJDAKHGGS BUSHIDO DAD WHERE ARE YOU SFSGHJAH

I CLAIM THIS CARD AS PASUPANTARCTICA'S LAND AND, THEREFORE, ALLIED TERRITORY OF THE BUSHIDO DAD DYNASTY

okay but can we talk about this card? I can't (nor do I want to) roast the girls because I'm not Bushidori Dad but. JKADJHGSJGHA

just look at them,,, they're trying so hard to reach the higher parts of the chalkboard and it's honestly so cute jfkshgs

I still love these two dw dw, but the tol will break the smol

you know what? special diff 6ty isn’t that bad, i almost cleared it at first try !!

“almost” because the end f*cked me up and i wasted 200 cp

lmao

anyway, i still prefer expert diff, it’s more fun~! even tho it’s harder..

BUT CAN WE TALK ABOUT THIS????

BABY YUKILISA BABY YUKILISA BABY YUKILISA

SERIOUSLY YUKINA MADE ME CRY, SHE’S SO CUTE I CAN’T

OH BUT SAYO???? SAYOO???? YOU’RE SO GORGEOUS PLS STOP

AAAAAAAA I LOVE YOU

ALSO THIS,,,,

THIS IS WHAT I CALL CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT.

THEY’RE BOTH SMILING TOGETHER AND I’M SO EMOTIONAL RN OKAY

OH BUT I DIDN’T FORGET MY GIRL DON’T WORRY

SHE !!! MISS SHIROKANE ALWAYS READY TO BLESS ME !!!

aaah I love this set so much, yukina and ako are both beautiful too aaa

roselia? I only know goddesselia

hello!! its a me, qyn and im back with a new post tht has only a bit to do with bandori but since its pride month so

im an omniromantic ace ,, and thats just who i am! i guess u could say its sort of like panromantic-ness but the difference is that panromantic holds no regards to gender itself when showing attraction but omniromantic is being actively attracted to and recognizing all genders, which may play a role in one's preferences. i, for one, think girl hot but everyone else is super valid too!!!

i think i really started accepting that as part of me when i got into bandori. before, i holed up in danganronpa and i showed some heavy affection towards some girls like mioda ibuki and iruma miu. but getting into bandori was just,, throwing 25 girls at me and not only was that the start of my idol hell adventure, but my Acceptance™️ and i appreciate this community for doing something like this!

since this is pretty much my first pride month accepting myself as part of lgbtq+, i wanted to write some drabbles every day of june in honor of bandori girls!! its on ao3 and it contains a heck lot of my ships and ships that i think are, okay! i have a set list of prompts too so yall can check them out if you want~ here you go!!

anyway shoutout to all lgbtq+ members and allies!! you all rock and im proud to stand along side you!!! shoutout to banpa staff for doing this!! shoutout to all bandori girls bc you are mvps too!!

BABY LISA AND BABY YUKINA I REPEAT BABY LISA AND BABY YUKINA

Everytime I see someone say Ran is hentaihaven-chan, Ran's lifespan decreases and Moca's endless mocking increases