(Personal-ish post)
Oof. Well. I will be honest???
I had not been that active bc i was sick on/off this month but also my depression had hit me pretty hard for some reason like pretty. heckin. hard. to the point where playing bandori felt like a chore. it wasnt fun. Even being on discord or bandpa was like meh to me. It was so sad like??? I felt like i was losing myself like does that even make sense??? Idk bandori/bandpa is such a happy thing for me and to just wake up one day and feel like that??? It was sad :(
Tbh dont worry about me fam. Im actually starting to feel better. One thing i did was take a break from jp. The burnout from that was real lol. I've been wanting to play a lot more now since i've been focused on en!! i was also using this language exchange app for tips on learning korean (i like to study it sometimes) and some people kinda made me feel bad for having dyslexia so i think that made me even more depressed???
Im not usually the type to just go to people and open up about my feelings, so i guess thats why im writing this sdfgbnjgds ;; like i said, im feeling better so dont think im quitting bandori or leaving bandpa. Who else will be the ducky mom/mom friend??? Who else will try to lead the smols to victory since bushido dad wont admit defeat???
Hewwo...im still here to stay 🦆🐤🐤🐤🐤