extremely personal but I talked to my real father for the first time in 7 years and I honestly am about to have a meltdown edit: i feel better now but i was weirdly happy? idk

Hey banpa peeps I disappeared for a bit to tier in my other game and now I'm back 100% more sleep deprived and 30% less funny anyways that was hell and I didnt even get 1st local I only got 2nd but that's not terrible I also placed top 500 global woohoo was it worth sacrificing sleep over for some people maybe not but it had meaning to me would I ever do that again definitely not but let me say this right now always put your well being before other things that should always be your top priority kind of a weird thing to say since I basically became a zombie but learn from the things I say not the things I do or something like that anyways I gotta attempt to put my life back together so have a good day/night everyone

unnecessary life updates:

the Brexit presentation I had to hold was today and ... it went really really well!! I went into it with kind of a not-so-serious, sarcastic approach (with really colloquial titles for the slides and an Attitude™️ I wanted to project and such) and it worked exactly as I wanted it to - people laughed and actually paid attention. the slide of nothing but Brexit memes was a particularly fun one lol. and I actually did get to rant about how much I hated researching this pfff

this is a class where everyone has to hold a presentation on the UK & Ireland, and most of them are rather factual and therefore the presentations were pretty simple too, so I figured I had a topic where I could set myself apart with this a little. afterwards my teacher told me it was very comprehensive and a girl I'd never talked to before even came up to me and said it was awesome so I feel VERY ACCOMPLISHED

I'm bad at direct conversation but I actually love public speaking ... I've done choir and theatre and some moderating stuff for school so I'm super in my element there. even if it's a topic I despise lol. heck Brexit

okay that was it now back to the regularly non-scheduled girls bands

I got a new Phone today and forgot to make a Transfer ID I want to cry :)

I might join the banpa discord once I stop being a scaredy cat

edit: i joined and feel terrified yet happy, if you wanna talk im jiniyus on there lol

My reaction when someone actually follows me on here. Seriously though I cant find a reason why anyone would the only thing I can say is I'm funny sometimes but that's about it

vitamin c is spanish for vitamin yes

I have been getting back into digital art since i got a new tablet owo

I just finished up the PowerPoint for the presentation on Brexit I gotta hold on Monday and ... I hereby declare that I want Tsurumaki Kokoro to become Prime Minister of the UK, she's gonna do a better job than any of the people currently available there that's for sure

no Brexit under Kokoro ... only smiles ...

god I'm so tired ...

when you have 2 really good post ideas but both require photoshop and u don’t have ur laptop and u anxious that those ideas will get taken

My self-deprecating self: My art is so bad

My reckless self: BUT THAT WON’T STOP ME FROM USING IT AS MY PROFILE ICON AAAAAAAAAA