An Ode To Hanamaru○Andante A beautiful song

The past days have been terrible for me. I've been through HORRIBLE times this week, but, the fact that everyone here is still supporting me and caring for me makes me so happy I can't express it through words. I've also been playing Hanamaru○Andante a lot. I just like to listen to Aya's soft voice just singing that 「大丈夫だよ」which assures me that everything is going to be okay. That song has such a soothing effect on me. It's pretty underrated and I think people should pay more attention to this sweet-as-sugar song. The way it just calmed me down somehow makes me cry. Sometimes I just sit there with my laptop open and Hanamaru○Andante playing on it, and it feels really peaceful. I love the way Aya says in the first few lines that the sun is always shining and always looking out for her, as if it cared for her. That line makes me really peaceful and happy. Then in the chorus, she sings that she'll be okay, because her loved one, the one who cares for her, patted her back supportingly, and reminded her everything would be alright. It's really relaxing. I just somehow think of myself like the one down in the dumps and all of you being my caring ones, always there for me, always rooting for me. I want to thank all of you for always being here for me, and please give a listen to Hanamaru○Andante, it's a masterpiece of a song. Pasupare, thank you for this wonderful, soothing song.

New icon new me... ugh my uwus!!! (I asked for permission to use it btw ♡)

Also: i have a sty in my eye [shakes fist]

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Guess whose birthday it is??

did someone say PHONE WALLPAPERS- no? that's okay, i'm just gonna post them anyway! on weekends, i like to make wallpapers, and i figured perhaps you guys would like them too! for this weekend, have necromancer/rpg ako! the lyrics you see at the top-left is from her godly solo in BLACK SHOUT.

feel free to use!

This Is Amazing Guys

(im sure you guys are probably tired of seeing my fanband sdjsh im sorry ;; only 1 more member and im done!) meet ReverS' keyboardist, Hanabi! A rowdy and free-willed girl! She's probably the most determined member of the group due to her deep love of music and bands. Although she plays the keyboard in the band, she can also play the bass fluently! Hope you guys like her<33

psa not related to bandori

hi i'm an anorexic and i'm sick and tired of people telling me that eating junk food "isn't healthy" like um. bitch. in case you haven't noticed i'm 164 cm tall and weigh abt 43 kg (not to mention i've been gaining weight, i was dangerously low at one point), so just be glad i'm eating at all?

i'm trying my best. everyone with an eating disorder is.

in conclusion:

don't poke fun at or criticize the food choices of those with eating disorders. be glad they're eating. feel free to offer them healthy snacks in a KIND way or nicely guide them in the right direction. but don't criticize, it just makes it worse. be their support, not their worst critic.

edit, 6 months later: i'm like 49 kg now and i grew 1 cm and i feel so much happier and i am eating three good meals a day (snacking here and there, too). yeah maybe eating a family sized bag of doritos wasn't ideal but it got FOOD in me, and it got my body used to needing food and made me...wait for it...hungry! so i actually felt urges to EAT and EAT RIGHT! i ran a 5k for charity recently and if school allowed i would do many more. i work out a lot and i have abs (not suuuper defined, but they're there and i look a heck of a lot better now that u can't see my rib cage jutting out of my skin like some rotting skeleton) and i've been pretty positive lately! i was recently hospitalized for a health issue but it was resolved super quickly compared to normal (IDK, maybe bc i'm healthy??? :000) and HEY! GUESS WHAT YA ASSHATS?? i'm way happier than i've been in my life! but i couldn't have done it without tricking my body into wanting to be healthy! and i can safely say i got here BY MYSELF! 'twas nobody but ME who kicked my ass to get me on the right track, damn it! i got no one to thank! just a whole lotta "fuck you"s to give to people who think they know someone else's body better than they know it themselves!!! :))

soo i posted a drawing of the vocalist of my fanband yesterday and here's a drawing of another member! Her name is Nagi and she's the drummer of the band! I haven't really finished her backstory but all I can say is that she's filthy rich and,,, that's pretty much,,, it sjkdskh

just a reminder: if you're injured and playing bandori causes you discomfort PLEASE take a lot of breaks or stop playing altogether until you're fully recovered. I injured my wrists months ago and while it wasn't anything serious, playing bandori even just for a bit caused me a lot of pain and even if I'm now completely recovered, it's still a bit painful.

even if you're tiering, please, please take your health more seriously than a rhythm game. it's just not worth it

third member of Revers (my fanband), the cool bassist Tomoya !! Not much to talk about her since I haven't finished their backstories yet but,,, all I can say about Tomoya is that she came from a wealthy family (Nagi is still way richer than her tho skdks) and she spent most of her life outside of Japan, particularly in Australia !! I hope you guys will love her as much as I do <3