Depression is always something that'll kind of mess with me probably for the rest of my life but for the most part I've kind of dealt with it but it always lingers there and honestly it scares me sometimes because I can be in a pretty good mood or have a really good day and then I just feel empty like totally devoid of any emotion and I just kind of lay in bed and stay there unless of course I work because I'll just distract myself and get the day over with but this isn't me trying to get people to worry about me but more so for anyone that feels the same way or is in any kind of slump I just wanted to say you're not alone and that things will get better there have been so many times when I was younger that I wanted to just give up and just said what's the point of being here but if anything would have happened then I wouldn't have met all these people who have a special place in my heart from my friends my family and even you guys I wouldn't have ever been able to experience any of this had I given up so I'll always keep going forward and giving it my all and I hope you do too life is a struggle and days are hard but believe me all of us are going to get through it together anyways I've rambled on for too long once again so I'll stop there anyways have a good night/day everyone

When you know the Christmas party is kokoro’s doing

Someone save her plz

I met someone on another platform and the first thing they did to me was to diss me for having Hagumi as my best girl....

I just wanted to say that im happy Kasumi is my first 4☆

no spoilers but Season Two Saved My Soul

So hi there, I’m literally deceased right now.

I got some stars from logging in which I used to solo, and as it sometimes does it went black in a glitch, so I couldn’t see anything.

And I was like oh just another 2* probably cuz I couldn’t see the color of the lights or like anything.

I heard a voice, aka I thought I got a 3* or something. So I was like oh nice I rarely get anything good from solo.

But then I realized... wait.. this is.......

And omg she appeared, aya, the pastel queen, the one I literally built a shrine for and didn’t get. (Don’t question the fact I made a shrine it’s normal okay I don’t have a problem ..)

She came home, I’m like dying, and in a solo nonetheless, my first 4* solo.

I guess weird black glitches bring luck?

I dread the day Rinko gets a limited 4*. knowing that one day, she'll eventually get one makes me. so horrified.

I feel so sorry for you, Lisa and Kokoro stans. Not only one limited 4* but two?

i’m already in love with rokka

SEASON TWO ALREADY WRECKED ME WITH SHUWARIN DREAMING AT THE FUCKING START I LOVE MAYA AND PASUPARE SO FUCKING MUCH ❤💙💚💛💜💓💕💖💗💘💝💞💟

since it's 2019, so you know what that means. 2018 remembrance time. yep i wanted to look back at my 2018 experience of bandori and post a pic every day of my favorite 2018 cards per girl!

for today's post, i wanted to talk about popipa. i wanted to especially talk about the bunny tae card. while this card is very cute, it is one of the only events i really remember playing during my short-lived time on jp when it came out and was also the first even i tried to tier on en. it has grown very close to my heart and i have a hard time changing off her costume. the only other card i really want to talk about here is the saaya. this saaya hoo boy this saaya. this event is the reason i started shipping tomosaaya and if you don't know me very well, the only thing you need to know is i would die for the ship that is tomosaaya. it is the air i breathe but anyway... saaya not only looks extremely gorgeous here, but there will always be that attachment and to that i say thank you (third) best girl.