Guys ummm

Can anyone relate to the fact that you have horrible social anxiety???

I was in social studies today and had to step out of the classroom because my anxiety was acting up really badly. I was shaking and scratching my hands so much they were bleeding and crying and banging my head against my kneesI feel depressed lately... ): I want to see a therapist over the summer but I’m scared to ask my parents but they’re really kind and I know they’ll probably say yes but still

Update: I’ll be going to a therapist it’s confirmed! Thanks fam! You helped me step up and make the decision to tell my parents. I love you all!💗

Oh no

Oh no

Oh NO

(But honestly I don’t deserve someone so heavenly be my FLUFFIN WIFE TOMOE)

C’MON, PLEASE?!?! MARRY MEEE?!?!

I will say it once

And probably over and over again

But I love a girl named “Kasumi Toyama”

And she’s such an angel.

Okay move along now

Literally

Let’s all appriaciate that Chisato knows what’s cringeworthy

Okay so I have three little facts about myself to share uwu

• I’m actually broken inside due to horrible social anxiety.

• I have cebral palsy which makes a tendon in my right foot shorter and I cannot walk flat on that foot

• I love zodiacs and astrology

That is all. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Another edition of Crazy Story Time brought to you by Living Trash

So my sister re-rolled for the Setsugetsuka Syo on her iPad and I was pretty skeptical because she had a really good old account with lots of UR cards I was like “Are you sure?” and she’s like “Oh yeah luck’s on my side today” So she does a 150 Prism Setsugetsuka pull the first step that actually costs Prisms and she’s getting all rare cards. I just keep laughing in her face until the last card pops up

I hear Cecil’s voice, and I’m like “OH FRIK”

And SETSUGETSUKA CECIL SHOWS UP

I LITERALLY COVERED MY MOUTH AND CRIED FOR THREE REASONS

1 Okay she always gets Cecil UR cards and I’m pretty annoyed about it

2 Cecil looks hot

3 TEENAGE MOOD SWINGS

She just looked at me and said “Oh no I’m so sorry I jinxed it ehehe” well heck yes you did

Ah well, as long as I can still view his card from the Shining Live Wiki, I’m happy.

Alright folks today I’m doing Day 1 of okasawmiikun’s 30 Day Challenge! It’s my first time doing this so I’m going to suck but here we go

Day 1 - Favorite Band

Yes that’s right. My favorite band is Poppin’ Party. And before you yell in my face by saying things like “Popipa is too generic”, that’s just your opinion. Let me explain. Popipa was what introduced me to BanG Dream! as a whole, entirely due to the fact that I happened to be on Crunchyroll and saw the anime. I had watched all of the current Love Live! series, so this anime would probably be great as well. When I started watching the anime, Kasumi immediately stole my heart. Saaya as well. And then everyone else came in, and throughout it all, I was thinking, “Wow, such ordinary people can do such amazing things!” Though Poppin’ Party might not have too many fans compared to Hello, Happy World! or Roselia, I am one of their most passionate fans. Also, their music?? It is AMAZING!! Poppin’ Party creates happy tunes with emotional lyrics. I’m a sucker for those kinds of things ehehe... Either way Poppin’ Party has a special place in my heart. I love this band with all of my might!

Alright folks today I’m doing Day 3 of okasawmiikun’s 30 Day Challenge!

Day 3 - Favorite Popipa Song

If I had to pick a favorite, it would be Tear Drops! Kasumi’s vocals convey emotion very well on this song, especially with the power in her voice. Like??? It is so good?? Also the expert beatmap is fun as well. I FC’d it yesterday!! Finally I can have a rest with trying so hard just for that song....

Alright folks today I’m doing Day 2 of okasawmiikun’s 30 Day Challenge!

Day 2 - Favorite Popipa Character

My favorite Poppin’ Party character is none other than Kasumi Toyama! I love Kasumi for so many reasons. We actually share the same favorite foods and zodiac, which made me so shocked when I found that out about a year ago. We both have a lot of similar traits in our personality, as well. I’m like a living Kasumi, but more shy and with social anxiety. That aside, let’s get down with why I truly love her. If you saw Day 1 of the 30 Day Challenge, you will know that Popipa introduced me to BanG Dream!. When I was watching the first episode of Season 1, where Kasumi was getting out of bed in the morning, I thought she was the most adorable character ever! I’m not joking. Even when she didn’t have friends, she wanted to chase that star beat anyways, which is really inspiring. Behind her “stereotypical” mask lies many worries and internal conflicts, which also adds to Kasumi overall. Oh, and did I mention... in the original series, Kasumi was going to be a depressed girl? Ugh, I can’t imagine her like that ;-; But, as I said, Kasumi has many conflicts swirling within, some of them she has yet to let out. She’s not a shut-in or anything, but she definitely doesn’t want to ruin anyone’s time. Kasumi, I love you so much!!! You help me feel better when I’m down~

GUYS

I AM SCREAMING

EXCUSE MY LANGUAGE BUT WHAT THE HELL IS THIS LEGENDARY—

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH BEST BOY CECIL JUST KEEPS STEALING MY HEARTTTTTT

Okay so like

I have a curse.

Okay maybe not a literal curse but it’s pretty close—

For some reason whenever I looking for new Vocaloid songs to listen to I always end up listening to this amazing song and seeing dark lyrics. Why does this happen to me reeeEEEEEEEEEEEE Oh yeah, just listing a few~

• Gomen ne, Gomen ne by Miku
• The Fox’s Wedding by Miku feat. Gumi
• Candy Addict Full Course by Miku
• Scissorloid by Miku & Luka

Gomen ne, Gomen ne hit me hard man. Google the lyrics... if you dare. Actually don’t you’ll regret it