i came back from my hibernation after two whole years~ didya miss me no you didnt i was an annoying little shit

after a ton of searching, i found my banpa account again. i know i said i was leaving; and i did technically leave. for two whole years. but hey i came back. but i only came back to "formally" leave although idk if the people who were there before are even there anymore. and i kinda realized i was the most annoying kiddo on the planet while i was gone 🧍‍♂️ (like seriously howd yall deal with me??? i wouldve thrown old me out the window i stg)

all jokes aside, god i miss this community. i still remember some of yall and how amazing you guys were!! i felt like i belonged here and my experience was amazing~.

but then i kinda sorta went places. my mind took a downward spiral and i started to become someone i shouldnt have become. i did things i regretted and said things i could never take back. of course, my parents realized what i was doing and thought to themselves "ah yes, that anime girl rhythm game is causing our child to go nuts." i mean, i can understand taking away the phone or taking the internet away or whatever, but a rhythm game? it didnt add up.

and so i made a rushed post to yall saying i had to leave, well, forever. one of you asked me: hey, why are you leaving? and well, that's pretty much why i left in the first place. and if im being honest, leaving has changed me for the better. ive blossomed into a whole new and improved person! i mean deadass; i have new pronouns (they/pup) and a new name (rocket/rocky) and to me thats pretty rockin'! ill probably redo my profile sooner or later but i assure you im not as much of an ass as i used to be.

with that being said, i will be deleting this account sooner or later. the time that ive had here was wonderful, but all good things must come to an end. if those who have followed me and/or my posts wish to reach out to me, my discord is fleuryujin#3552. if this gets out of hand ill remove my info.

i wish everyone a nice night/day!

~ kaoruskitten/rocket

tl;dr kaoruskitten realives, elaborates on things, then dies again