chomama posting her pjsekai ranking reminded me i wanted to post mine kfajdjdjsj i think this is the first time i've ever loved all the characters in a game this much..... my ranking outside of the top 7 has been changing pretty much every day but I Will Die For Hinomori Shiho

edit: the vocaloids are excluded because i feel like i don't know enough about them as this game is pretty much my first taste of vocaloids lmao

considering applying for being ban.pa staff but i still don't have a portfolio </3 maybe someday i could be an artist for the site or something

yknow what I usually don't do stuff like this but I'm so loud on this site I feel like I should mention it before folks get mad at me worried

I might lay low for the next couple days or so, especially wrt to holding conversations / commenting (which by the wAY comment sections still refuse to work on mobile). I've been feeling rly emotionally / mentally drained since yesterday and I don't even know why?

it's because LR Fes archive is over. that is a joke. ... or is it? idk man hyperfixations are weird, it might actually be because of that ...

I hoped it'd improve today but it didn't really at all. dunno how long this'll last. it'll end eventually, though. that sounds ominous but I mean it in a good way

just give me some time and I'll be back to shouting again soon, but in the meantime: if I don't comment/reply a lot or, when I do, I don't sound particularly involved, sorry;;;; I'll just be here vibing until my feelings come back properly. (that sounds terrible actually but to give you some perspective, I hardcore botched a very important presentation - which I'm usually good at & enjoy giving - and I didn't even really care THAT SHOULDN'T HAPPEN I SHOULD BE SAD—) I've been trying my best but it's just making me feel like I'm faking it and everyone can tell and it's just hhh that's no good

so yeah!!!! do not worry I will be fine. might draw or sing a lot and I'll still post info or things I find worth posting, just will engage in conversation less most likely unless I get to infodump about band boys but that's not a conversation, that's a presentation. I could prepare a PowerPoint. I SHOULD prepare a PowerPoint

that's a lot of words to say please don't feel like I dislike you / find you annoying if I don't comment / reply or sound off OKAY THAT'S IT SEE YA

I’m kinda surprised I didn’t say anything yet but uh my markers came yesterday :D

but it doesn’t have skin tones :’D

(well it does but it’s more of a color for shadows)

so now I have to use $30 to buy the skin tones set :)

rip my wallet

oh yeah and i have an art insta now for some reason there’s the link

@nikorinnie as usual

one of my cats has an infection on his hip :'(( he'll just need a visit to the vet and some rest but im still upset.. this is the 3rd time he's gotten an infection because of this other cat!! I love all the cats in my neighborhood but this cat is SO mean to my boy..

Not Bang dream but my gacha luck in utapri continues!

look at he

Remember how we were so excited about 2020 around a year ago?

Boy were we wrong…

folks who play Animal Crossing New Horizons & have dream addresses to share, drop 'em in the comments! I love visiting dream islands but I haven't been to enough that aren't random Aesthetic ones from lists on websites ... so if you play and have one, I'd like to drop by!

my own one is DA-2804-1891-8072 (Jellypunch); still a WIP in places (yes ... still ...) and not all that impressive, but. it exists

wow! two gender talks with Rini in one day??

Basically I told my sister how I've been feeling and about how I feel like I'm a demigirl and she was super supportive! I'm still working up courage to tell my mom and brother but my sister reassured me that they'll try to understand me as best they can.

I recently got into psekai a few days ago and wanted to rank all the characters as of now! (I don't hate anyone as you can see)

I love Emu and Nene with all my heart

hello yes i would die for setsuna yuki