My sleep schedule is getting worse by the second, it's 1am rn and lately, I've been sleeping all day and staying up all night and it isn't healthy at all but I can't alter it at this point ;-;

Idk it's big nostalgia hours here ... remember when this site bore witness to the birth of bandwagon after bandwagon and you could barely keep up ... we had bandorisonas and fanbands and lovechildren and 30 day challenges (which people are still doing woo!) and introduction templates and fashion posts and that time everyone started throwing Google surveys at each other ... we can't forget the legendary war between smols and tols either, that's one for the history books

Fun times, fun times

What isn't so fun is that I geared up to draw 3 people's lcs like a year ago and only got as far as abandoned sketches rip

I don’t wanna go into detail, because that would take like a year, but today’s like the most frustrating day I’ve had in a while. Pray for me :,(

I've staned Mogumo for a long time but now I have Suzu on my home screen and I feel like a traitor uhhh

I love Mogumo but I also love Suzu and I have some sympathy for Mei and Tetsu too... maybe I love this manga too much?

this isn't about bandori but I just wanted to post something on here. The coloring looks super janky but Im proud of it :)

i have almost 17500 stars saved for demon moca and ako please wish me luck

YAY ANGIE HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU

So, I just ordered a Nintendo Switch literally only so I could play Animal Crossing: New Horizons.

Sadly, they all suddenly went out of stock, so I had to get one from eBay for $150 more expensive, so that was an F.

hello its me, again, with another dose of self-reflexion, i just dont know with whom i should talk about it, so... sorry.

Again, Im agender. At least I think I am. It is weird for me - to associate myself with someone, or to find myself closer to the one group than to another, or to be accepted by someone as a part of their group... you see. At least when I have quiet times. But it is not always like this. And now I have this stupid period. There is one more point. I have problems with acception of some parts of my body, it is chest (i want to be flat as heck), and uterus and ovaries (i dont want to have them, at least uterus, because im totally uncomfortable about pregnancy theme and i dont want to have something connected inside me). Earlier I had an idea that maybe i want to have ftm-transition, but ive never been quite sure. There are two main reasons: i'm afraid that hormones would change me that i could no longer wear cute dresses and etc (its stupid i know), in addition i'm not even sure if i need hormones, and because I'm very anxious and some people even think that Im schizotypal, so i would just fail on the psych exam. So i wanted just to find other way to have a surgery... but yes, periods like now. very stupid times, very unsettling. in such times i want to be closer to men. closer as with a group(wtf why i dont want to identify myself with anyone but but buuuuuuuuuuuut), and maybe even physically a bit... i mean, to be like them. maybe even to "reborn" as a man. i thought, maybe i'm just jealous, because most of them dont have boobs and uterus, yeah, maybe. And... its stupid but i feel really happy when i realize that i use masculine pronounces, especially in russian. Shortly, I dont understand myself at all. I really dont understand myself, reeeeally, eeeh. whats wrong with me....

again, im sorry about this post

Am I the only one who realizes how wholesome we are? I mean, we all are nice to eachother and help eachother.

This just poped in my mind today.

Hello!! ;w;

I decided to open up graphic design commissions!!

I'd really appreciate if you could check my post out!!

https://twitter.com/nishikinoss/status/1251123518756052992

So..maybe I drew Yashiro Nene at 3am? Maybe? Uh.