god i just realized a few things(basically a rant):

a few posts back i mentioned a concert thingy where i have to cover a song and i was like 'hmm bandori maybe?'

i asked my instructor aaaaaand she rejected the idea, said she only wanted me to sing english and singing a japanese song like opera of the wasteland in english makes me feel really uncomfortable and the first rehearsal is on saturday and i cant think of a good song,,, so im dead now basically

and kiseki has like no keyboard sheet music... thats at my very amateur level and to top it all off i have god knows how many projects due in the next week, and my grandparents are coming into town on thursday

god i need help

this is why i want to just lay on the floor and stay there

yall if you dont play with your thumbs i dont understand how you do it. period.

like i have no coordination with my other fingers besides my thUMBS but maybe learning keys will help with my coordination(and i could possibly become a finger player) but how is it actually done

if you dont even play with your hands im:

1. beginning to question your sanity ^^;

2. shocked you can actually manage that

ok i need my sleep bye fam

day 5: favorite pasupare song!

happy synthesizer is amazing. i absolutely love ayachisa duets and i get chills and happies listening to the pasupare cover!!!

day 6: favorite pasupare character!

aya iS MY LIFE AND SOUL

her optimism and positive energy give me the courage to wake up in the morning and shes determined to be the best she can and her aspirations to never give up inspire me to do the same

hell i love aya

you guys i have like 20 ela(english language arts) projects and im going to drown myself in work

one of them is due tomorrow and i havent even started it yet bc i thought it was due later this month...

help me

yOU GUYS

IM LEARNING KISEKI ON MY KEYBOARD AND I CAN SIIIING IT TOO SO POSSIBLE O PTIONN NNNNNNN FOR VOOOCALLLLL

sry i overreacted

but most likely gonna go with opera of the wasteland

if you guys have any song suggestions id be glad to consider them... just sayin

day 3: fave afterglow character!

ranranranranranranranranranrANRANRANRANRANRANNNNNNNNNNNNN

she is both my bias and best girl for a lot of reasons:

• mild tsun and its actually really cute

• the fact she speaks so quietly but sings loudly. never ceases to amaze me

• just her personality in general! i mean come on who can resist the edgy but kind ran mitake?????

boom im gonna fleet outta here

day 4: fave afterglow song

ok jamboree journey is my literal jam its the best thing ever and jdkfkfkvovobbobobo mOCAS VOICE IS AMAZING NOT GONNA LIE

lets converse IV: some new questions

• favorite event story and wHY do you like it? 6th afterbro gives me chills but its hella adorable

• most disappointing original song. full ver of that is how i roll wasnt that good tbh

• cover you want to see and by what band? lost in thoughts all alone cover by roselia wouLD BE EPIC

good night fam ♡

yknow this is the moment where i just wanna jump off a cliff

just sayin