I just heard about Aya's VA, Ami Maeshima, would be retiring for poor health. I'll miss her voice, her being my favorite character, but hopefully she'll get better over time and possibly get back into the industry. She has done an amazing job at bring Aya Maruyama to life and hopefully Aya can live on and Ami can be happy!

I've fallen back into my enstars phase. plz help mom

My friend bailed on me and left early, so I have decided to create a rundown of things that have happened these days. Enjoy my eternal suffering. Basically, Monday was a stretch, regular day, annoying, then came Tuesday and a friend who went to another country came back to school, can't say I wasn't excited, then yesterday my band teacher told us we have to take instruments home EARLY due to them not being there at the band hall. So I just had to pick up my instrument on Thursday, it would be fun, it would be easy, except it isn't going to be. It is Thursday, 5th Period and my friend who helps me left earlier because she just felt like it, which I get it, we all have sick days but she dareth leave early TODAY and also say she probably won't be coming tomorrow for some god awful reason. I have her 5/8 periods and she and I are basically 'best' friends. Her leaving early isn't what pisses me off, it's the fact that she could have stayed and helped me with my instrument and THEN not go tomorrow, making it all the same. It's not like I can't do anything on my own but she's practically my moral support so it's a burden. Yesterday I'd say was a win, I'm investigating my ex and her stupid lies she expects me to believe, her gossiping about me and trying to use MY trauma against me which is????? also a lot of other things. The only thing that might keep me rattling is the fact I have math alone and have to carry my tuba alone but that isn't really shaky, what is is that tomorrow is fun day friday bc day before break that's how it works and if she isn't there that means I have to go through an insanely boring day which isn't that bad except my mind flinches at every inconvenience?? like partner work, free things?? missing out. Driving away from friends, I have had a major test week, no break for 3 days and FINALLY I get to chill. Friday, band related, they chose my theme for our small concert so we are creating stuff to go with that. That'll be really fun, but other than that, that's basically everything worrying me, and my game plan? It's simple.

1. finish the project i'm holding off
2. finish the rest of the day and get to math
3. listen intently to the math lesson and then leave
4. get instrument and put my lunch box around my neck
5. drag that thing like there is no tomorrow
6. car vroom home
7. make plans for friday
8. honk mimimimi that's it, BUT I will also be posting a little bandori update and bandori related things later to have a break from the stress that's been stalking me this week. also one week off woo!!! if u read thanks if u skimmed thanks if u scrolled bye

i promised i'd make a bandori update but i didntttt i do remember i got one 4 star on my now inactuve main but recently i've been playing on en and that feels way ebtter 4 some reasonn idk why tho

i've been drawing to past time and evryday i get like 1 good drawing out of the 6 i do but i keep it in my purselette bc idk what to do with thenm. in 5th period i have free day so i get to blabber with the weirdo guy who sits in front of me and 6th is chill draw and eat which isnt fun and ive already drawn a lot today. 7th is EVEN MORE ARTS AND CRAFTS bc i have to make a backdrop+other things for our concert. 8th is so stupid. i dont even like it. its just loud and boring. BUT IT IS FRIDAY AND THANKSGIVING BREAK IS NEXT WEEK so i cant hate it

I AM SO MAD RN i got a 95 on the dumb science test bc i didnt put one of the answers in the correct place BUT IT LITERALLY DOESBT MATTER SINCE THEY ARE INTERCHANGABLE???

math irritates me so much. but it's not even the subject today??? it's the teacher. i could spend days talking about how a good teacher = better students and overall learning experience. if you don't bond with your students through the subject at hand then dont teach that subject... i've had multiple teachers that keep talking about things that arent related at all to the subject at hand, then proceed to put the bare minimum into teaching said subject and expect the students to pass woohoo!!!! it honestly pisses me off to an extent that skipping the class would be better then attending and getting scolded for not passing. "the mean teacher", "the passive aggressive nice teacher", if they can actually teach, it doesnt matter to me lol. theres my little rant, i have 3 mins till im dismissed from classes for the day.

I DONT WANNA DO BAND PRACTIVCE TODAY BUTTTT tuesday was alr my skip day so i won't even botherrr. rn i'm just messing with my notion..

i'm making a playlist for songs i wanna listen to at school and the problem is that i have to make it on youtube since i cant have my phone out without getting caught but half of the songs i wanna listen to are restricted..

new trend bc im bored

best girl: aya or chu2

fav supporting character: asuka

least fav girl: i like them all equally tbh

least fav supporting character: none

girl(s) you have the most 4*s of: pretty sure kokoro??

fav original(s): initial, teardrop, kyu*mai flower

least fav original(s): most afterglow songs srry

fav cover(s): alien alien, setsuna trip, venom, six trillion years and an overnight story

least fav cover(s): none

join date: sometime in 2020 im p sure

maya yamato!! i dont got a lot to say abt her other than the fact that she's adorable and jus like one of my irl friends, happy bday to her and please come home ur literally the last one i need for my pasupare team