You know what?

I have something to say.

And it’s...

Happy bday my girl Kaoru!!! (Okay eight days early I couldn’t wait.)

Let’s tell a story now...!

So I was playing Bang Dream one day. It was definitely one of my first days, so I had never seen Kaoru yet. But when I did... Oof. She was a beautiful woman, tall and flamboyant. Saya? My fave? Naw, this girl is better. Sry Saya :(

I spent more time playing the game and started to realize something, though. I got smiley around her and stuff. But no matter what, I kept telling myself “you like guys you aren’t going to like girls” because I was scared people would make fun of me. Kaoru seemed to calm me when I was sad, and I would binge any song she’d sing in, any story, side stories, music videos, you name it. Soon I realized I had a crush. I didn’t belive it. I started with telling a friend, and she didn’t blame me. Than I told my sister. (Ikr it’s sad I told a friend before my sister)

She was okay with it too! I felt soooooo much relief that no one would judge or make fun of me. Actually, before those two, I shared it with you, fam!

-Sending virtual hug-

Kaoru has taught me that I may like just guys in irl, But fake?? I may like both.

THANKS FOR LISTENING!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL ❤️