You know what?
I have something to say.
And it’s...
Happy bday my girl Kaoru!!! (Okay eight days early I couldn’t wait.)
Let’s tell a story now...!
So I was playing Bang Dream one day. It was definitely one of my first days, so I had never seen Kaoru yet.
But when I did...
Oof.
She was a beautiful woman, tall and flamboyant. Saya? My fave? Naw, this girl is better.
Sry Saya :(
I spent more time playing the game and started to realize something, though.
I got smiley around her and stuff.
But no matter what, I kept telling myself “you like guys you aren’t going to like girls” because I was scared people would make fun of me.
Kaoru seemed to calm me when I was sad, and I would binge any song she’d sing in, any story, side stories, music videos, you name it.
Soon I realized I had a crush.
I didn’t belive it.
I started with telling a friend, and she didn’t blame me.
Than I told my sister. (Ikr it’s sad I told a friend before my sister)
She was okay with it too! I felt soooooo much relief that no one would judge or make fun of me. Actually, before those two, I shared it with you, fam!
-Sending virtual hug-
Kaoru has taught me that I may like just guys in irl, But fake?? I may like both.
THANKS FOR LISTENING!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL ❤️