ok so last night i was feelin real bad. bcuz it was 2am, i was exhausted from work, and lost that 1k paid stars. but then. i went and gave it my all after hearing that new pasupare song. i was filled w/ determination to pull even just maya.

so i literally took 1-2 hours straight, and fc'd a bunch of songs again to get SS scores, it was painful to replay stuff like Secret Base, SURVIVOR, Fuwafuwa Sandwich or whatever. like i was rdy 2 give up.

& then. & then i got the 2.5k after some grueling SS grinding. i was expecting nothing. but bandori felt bad for the bad pull it gave me, for all the hagumis during dreamfes ive gotten in sigle 3* pulls. & 1 after another i was shot in the mcfreakin heart because i got a 4 4 star pull, featuring 3 4 stars i actually pulled for before but failed in getting: Pirate Kanon, Dreamfest Maya, and Angst Aya. (well, i didnt FAIL at maya, i got her on my BEAN MAN acc, but i failed on my main jp)

then to top it all off, right after aya, Dreamfest Rimi shows up. but, oh no, that wasn't the end, i need to get a 3 star somewhere! so the game gives me Halloween Maya and i actually just die then and there.

i did two more pulls afterwards in the paid box (i begged my sister to let me use her phone to purchase that 4k stars deal) & i ALSO got a dupe dreamfest Rimi, dupe halloween Maya, and comic Tsugu.

i still dont have halloween Aya, but i think. i am happy right now.