And to CurePopuri, so sorry that I don't seem to be able to contact you privately but I'm so extremely sorry for disappearing on the replies and not fulfilling your requests, I'm extremely sorry if I hurt you and I hope that you understand! I no longer am interested in creating art for people and I shoukd have said no instead of not being honest about what I truly wanted earlier. You have absolutely nothing to feel remorseful or sorry about, thank you for being so friendly to me! Wishing you and everyone else all the best! :))