Why is Chisato so distant? (2/3)

I didn't think I was going to do another one of these so soon, but I had a lot of thoughts in my head that I needed to get out!

Chisato, despite not understanding Aya's blind faith in the PP band story, is an extremely diligent worker herself. Chisato knows that luck and persistence has gotten her to her current position. Not because of her natural talent, but because she puts her own potential to its full extent. So, when being called "amazing" or "perfect", Chisato's hardly able to take the compliment because she knows she isn't a prodigy like Hina. Deep down inside, Chisato wants to be respected for her tenacity, and seen as a person separate from being an actress. She's just someone that puts her all into her art.

Every word of adulation only further builds the barrier of disassociation Chisato has with other people because they aren't able to understand she is the same as them. Even her own bandmates:

Although she has opened up significantly to them, they still don't seem to be able to separate Chisato from Chisato Shirasagi. And, to be frank, it's difficult for anyone to let others know their insecurities and weaknesses. Imagine having a reputation you're constantly forced to maintain, without being able to confide in anyone. Chisato doesn't let people in in fear they will be betrayed to find out that she's not the star child actress everyone sees her as.

And that is a heavy price she pays for her success.

my hot take on the male bandori discourse: if they don't call it mandori i'll be pissed

Did you see a new ship? XD

Found this in FB long time ago but I renew one

kanon: gentle reminder not to eat too much candy before bed.

kokoro: no

kanon: this was a gentle reminder, yet your words of defiance brings me ungodly amounts of rage

aya: swear words are illegal now. if you say one you'll be fined.

eve: heck

aya: you're on thin fucking ice

aya: oh no

there she go

saaya: anyone else feel good when their brain releases a bunch of endorphins?

arisa: ccant relate

kasumi: why would my brain release a bunch of dolphins

Finished a multi live and the screen was messed up and randomly Eve appeared out of nowhere.

Who do I have to bribe for either Roselia or Afterglow to cover Rage On from Free

i love the new 2d feature so i felt the need to make these ;00; i wanted to make all my otps but there's no 2d models of misaki so enjoy these instead

I want to take moment here to apreciate the BanPa community.

I love this community, Generally, everyone is so nice and respects eveyone's opinions, and we all want to make sure there isn't any negativity. I think the staff are doing a good job managing posts here and making sure that negativity isn't in this site, but leting people speak as freely as posible too. There has been a bit of negativity with the whole unpopular opinions, but it is starting to get back to normal.

The reason I am saying this is because of a bad experience I had before with a Bandori community. I'm from Spain, so I tried looking for a Spanish community. I found the Spanish Bandori Amino, and I entered, but it ended up not beng a good choice. Everyone was hating on Hello Happy World for beeing too happy and Kokoro havng a bad voice, the 5 PoPiPa solo songs were hated by everyone, and more. But what really made me want to instantly leave was a specific tag. It was called something like "#worstband", and as the name says, it was about naming your worst band and saying all the reasons you have for hating it, and if that wasn't enough, then yo had to name your worst girl from that band and say why you didn't like her. And it was even worse when I stumbled across one of these posts talking about PoPiPa beng worst band. As some of you may know, I love PoPiPa with all of my heart and It doesn't deserve this treatment. And it only got worse when it was the moment to talk about it's worst girl, which was O-Tae, who is my absolute fave, and the reasons this user had for disliking both the band an dthe character were really dumb. I will stop talking about that awful community because I feel like I will get sick is I keep going on like this.

I'm sorry if this came of as very negative. I will even delete it if needed, but I needed to free what I thought about it. So thank you to everyone in this magnificient community. You were what I needed to free myself from that bad experience, and can't apreciate you enough.