so my dad has a friend who has like. more guitars than any human being should reasonably have, and he also teaches, and I HAVE been practicing on my own a bit, but that's only acoustic and I'll be honest I don't like acoustic guitars all that much and what I really wanna play is electric ... so I may or may not be getting lessons from this guy provided the [gestures vaguely at the world] Situation allows it ... at the very least he might lend me a guitar to practice with myself since he really has. a LOT. like over fifty.

and now I'm eyeing the BanDori & argnv score books very strongly even though I can't even play yet ... I might be able to do the keyboard sections too ... I might finally grow out of my role of Peasant Who Can Only Sing ...

I have no reason for announcing this other than I just felt like it and it's been one of those nights (the ones where I go through all the officially uploaded live performances and cry a lot yes this happens like once a week) and whenever I see these girls and boys play instruments I'm like. I wanna. I wanna do that too aaaa,