inhale BOIII I FEEL THE NEED TO RANT

I cannot stress how much I feel so conflicted about my art. It's bad but it's decent but ugghhh. I've told people this before but I am not an artist. My anatomy is bad. Can't draw faces. When I do they all look the bleeding same. When I want to draw something cool it ends up looking bad.

I always feel the need for it to be perfect and I hate it. I always have this feel that everything I have to do must be correct and ugghhh. That's another story for another time.

I guess it's better than tracing and copying other's drawings??? I wouldn't stoop that low but idk.

I swear I'm stupid sometimes