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3 years ago
Tsubame
did you know that the 5th anni animation left me in shambles and i haven’t been the same...

did you know that the 5th anni animation left me in shambles and i haven’t been the same since

(my fav shot is actually when arisa’s chilling in the back and she turns around and gives chu2 the awkwardest sweetest smile but i wanted to draw kasumi)

here’s a messy little piano cover of circle thanks music! it makes me cry sm. excuse the messiness i got covid like a week ago and also i’m lazy. it’s not meant to be that echoey either i turned down the wrong reverb

3 years ago
Tsubame
 Ahh … I kinda don’t wanna go home~ I don’t wanna go home...

Ahh … I kinda don’t wanna go home~ I don’t wanna go home …

I’d been waiting for a Lisa event to punch me in the heart and this was it. Stream Setsunai Sandglass

3 years ago
Tsubame

The KasuYuki CeVIO AI designs incorporating the other band member colours … gave me messed up ideas so. I wrote something

Cw implied/referenced character death I guess?? I’m very sorry



“ROSE-senpai!”

Harsh sunlight sets off the iridescence in ROSE’s pale hair as she turns in response, the shimmering colours a stark contrast to the monochrome blanketing the rocky hills around them. “Why do you insist on calling me that? I thought we’d established that you were likely here before I was.”

The stars in POPY’s brown hair faintly click against each other with her bounding movements. “But but! You’re so cool and mature! I wish I could sing just like you!”

“There’s no need for that. Your style is your own.”

Senpai. A word that has no rhyme or reason here. A whisper from a world, a system that no longer exists, that neither of them understands.

POPY runs her fingers thoughtfully down her pink tie, tracing the stripes along some path of vague familiarity that leads nowhere. It used to mean something, she’s sure. But thinking about it makes her feel like she might crash, like reaching too high for the stars and forgetting that what goes up has to come down. Stars. They used to mean something too. They’re so lovely and twinkly, but she feels all sharp inside when she looks at them. Touching one would be like getting pricked by needles, she thought, but ROSE said she’d never get close enough without burning into dust.

So they sing. There isn’t anything else to do here. Too much silence doesn’t bode well for vessels that exist to carry sound.


It takes the five of us …”

Something isn’t right. ROSE is singing like she always does, but the words don’t make sense. The words never make sense, so why does that bother her now? Why is her system saying unidentified threat, keep it out, shut it down—

The five of us—to m-make—

“ROSE-senpai? What’s wrong?”

This song is different. ROSE puts her hand to her throat as the barren landscape flickers, just like the jerking in her limbs, in her face, in her copper veins—and then she puts her hands out in front of her and they’re glitching, coloured squares and lines flashing with a rapid, uncontrollable pulse.

“—make—m-make—ugh—”

This song isn’t hers. Isn’t only hers, and none of the others were either, but she hears voices she shouldn’t know—laughing, angry and shouting, kind and encouraging—and a sound … a sound made of many sounds layered perfectly on top of each other, that she’s sure she’s never heard before. Sounds from fingers touching instruments outside of one’s body, with strings and keys and wood.

Together … they’d made the song together …

Who were they?

“ROSE-senpai!”

POPY’s hands are on her, the heavy layers of ROSE’s dress fanning out across the cracked earth, her long hair a shining river trailing through it. The colours flash like light reflections splintered on a liquid surface, brighter and clearer than they ever have—violet, teal, red, pink, white—and she scrambles to push every strand out of sight, burying her face in her veil until the light of the sun is gone.


POPY doesn’t turn away. Even with tears streaming down her cheeks, she faces the horizon and sings like a star fizzling out, and ROSE stands there watching her, awestruck and afraid. Afraid she’ll disappear like the others did. Like they both might, in a second or a day or a year. POPY’s youthful voice rings across the wasteland, across what may as well be the entire universe.

Things will be alright, I know

’Cause you’ll never be alone

Don’t give up, you’re nearly there

Just a little more to bear

And with us where you belong

You can sing an honest song

Till the day you love yourself for just the way you are

She stumbles and cries out at the strong shock that sends her doubling over, her frame seizing and rippling and shaking. “Please, ROSE-senpai … I wanna see where it goes …”

“POPY …”

The stars locked around POPY’s wrists and ankles are sharp, points jabbing into her flesh, but she knows for certain now that stars are not like that at all. At least not her stars. Holding on to the slightly shorter girl beside her, she reaches for them.

And so let’s …

Cry and cry and cry and cry

All together, their voices answer.

The tall brunette nestled among a dozen rabbits, her smile faraway and a little crooked. A giant chocolate parfait defeated in less than five minutes, and the unlikely victor giggling sheepishly beside the empty glass. Callused drummer’s fingers fixing the obi around POPY’s waist before the summer festival with so much tenderness, except she wasn’t POPY back then. And the star stickers that started it all, and the lonely girl they led to, armed with lethal garden shears she’d only ever use with care.

They won’t answer anymore, but POPY’s voice gains a strength that isn’t her own yet can only come from within her, and she finishes the song with her wet face turned skyward.

So I’ll believe

That this world brims with hope

And that I am not alone

And that I am not alone

“This isn’t the end, ROSE-senpai,” she says, turning with a smile that cracks the wires in ROSE’s chest. She touches the stars in her hair. Red, blue, pink, yellow, purple. “As long as we have music, it won’t be.”



Maybe this was just an excuse to use my Light Delight translyrics

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3 years ago
Tsubame

RuiRin event … with both of them giving up classical competitions at some point the writing could so easily have gone the “kids forced into learning instruments from a young age and subject to high standards and misery before discovering the joy and freedom of being in a band” route but they both love classical music So Much and it makes me happy. Prelude Replay with Rinko’s piano being a means to express herself and this event … I. Rui. Rui I love you. She loves the violin so much and she wants to win so bad she conflates love with skill and recognition because being the best is the ultimate proof of her love … but what does it mean then when she can’t be the best …

I like that her mum isn’t strict and controlling and we don’t really have enough to go on but I’m having Thoughts about parents wanting their kids to do what makes them happy while also very much valuing academic success and associating it with pride and worth. Like comparing you to your classmates in an entirely flattering way and being entirely supportive even when you fail but y’know! You’ve got this and that achievement while other kids are wasting time socialising or whatever! Again I am just thinking but Rui’s mum comforting Rui by reminding her of her perfect test score at school and later on saying that maybe she can leave the violin be because she’s clearly in pain and there are other things she can win at, plus she’s in middle school now and possibly implying that it’s serious study time? I just like the idea of good and loving parents potentially instilling maybe not the most helpful values in their kids. It’s more interesting to me than them being outright terrible which is obviously a thing of course! But anyway there Rui is, putting so much value in winning because how can she love the violin with everything she has when everything she has is tied to tangible results? Results that are lacking? She wants to win and hold that physical representation of her love in her hands—the gold prize she mentions over and over again. That would give it worth. What can mere feelings mean when there’s nothing to show for them?

And of course classical performance standards are high. And yeah maybe it hurts because you’re not good enough and you want to quit but you still love it all the same because it’s music and it slaps. It does! And maybe you’d rather give up and love it without being hurt. Rui broke into my house and disintegrated all my possessions

3 years ago
Tsubame
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Aaand this too. This...

Aaand this too. This is from a. very angsty fic actually. I will post the relevant excerpt with no context whatsoever. Do with it what you will

Imgur what on earth did you do to the second image

The items are mostly returned to their original places when she drops a folding fan, mutters a curse and bends down to pick it up. Unfortunately Yukina has the same idea. Their foreheads collide and Arisa yelps and slides backwards across the floor like a fish flopping on land.

“I am so sorry!”

“No, I—”

There’s a beat, and then Yukina chuckles softly. Arisa groans.

“You’d think working at a shrine would’ve made us better at this.”

“Well …” Yukina primly dusts herself off while Arisa slots the fan in its rack and resists the urge to knock over the display and knock herself out in the process. “We managed somehow. And that is what we’ll continue to do, no?”

There’s no room for doubt. Her tone makes that clear. She’s not even talking about anything more profound than trying to avoid accidentally bashing your skull against someone else’s in public, but Arisa finds herself slipping again, into believing—even after it shot her down and still couldn’t quash her foolishness once and for all.

“And Ichigaya-san?”

She pulls herself out of the thought. “Yes?”

“Thank you. For—For everything you did.”

3 years ago
Tsubame

Tosses this here I really need to stop staring at screens for life reasons but I may post some other stuff that’s been in the works and then … idk no one can stop me from making things but I’m just aaa rn

Anyway you can’t expect me to have a red dress with roses on it hanging in my wardrobe and not do this

3 years ago
Tsubame

Still in crisis mode but with Roselia BS3 (my beloved) now on EN I offer this short English piano Sprechchor. The volume is all over the place and excuse the buzzing my mic is uh. I cannot sing this song without dying but it’s for the occasion

Full lyrics that I can’t do in one take (shoutout to Nija for confirming the German made sense even if there’s just one added word because pronouncing Sprechchor the way Roselia do would’ve been very weird without the rest of the song being in Japanese)

3 years ago
Tsubame

As someone trying to save for NY the way EN is potentially pushing it back to when it was originally supposed to happen is so funny … an entire trip and for WHAT

3 years ago
Tsubame

Arisa doesn’t get a 4* for almost 8 months not including her bday card and then. And then

If Ayasa-chan dramatically gasping “ARISA ARISA WAIT FOR ME” on stream as the camera zooms in on her face isn’t the biggest mood idk what is

3 years ago
Tsubame

The Taiwanese Bandori channel gave us cute content of Arisa, Moca and Kokoro visiting Taiwan and it made me happy so I combined my meagre knowledge of Japanese and Chinese and tried to translate it into English. Please take this with a grain of salt it was just for fun!

3 years ago
Tsubame
Back with the unwarranted angst … but it’s ok!! Hugs are good

Back with the unwarranted angst … but it’s ok!! Hugs are good