Here is the ramen afterwards i will get italian ice and then get my 3ds

Hey guys im not back in texas yet but i had some free time and i missed being on here so i thought i would say hi its been really hard being in my grandmas house the first few times we got to the house i would cry because she would usually be outside waiting for us and i just really miss her ever since she died last year ive been trying to just forget everything but now that we are in arizona again its like all those emotions that i had when i first found out she died are back and i feel really lonley even with my mom here i dont want to talk to her about how i am feeling because 1 i dont want to see her cry and 2 im not used to talking about my feelings it makes me feel weak i usually just bottle them up until i cant anymore and thats kind of whats happening right now we cleaner the floors yesterday and i ended up crying infromt of my mom cause we found the stain where she dropped her milkshake while she had her stroke and its really not fair that she had to die she was always kind to everyone and she was always a good person who never did anything wrong byt she had such a rough life and just to end up dying in such a horrible way its not fair im sorry for the sad rant or if i annoyed anyone with the long post i just really needed to talk about this

So its my birthday tomorrow and i feel alot happier because of that ill be going out for ramen with my family and then afterwards italian ice and i may or may not be getting a 3ds

Heres a cute picture i got of steve hes just the best

Does anyone else feel awkward making eyecontact with people i have like really bad anxiety and it just makes me feel awkward but then i feel weird if i dont like i actually had a teacher who would always yell at me for it i would try to explain why and she would get even angrier i dont know i guess im just weird

So i wont be posting for awhile on here beacuse today me and my mom are driving to arizona to clean out my grandmas house since she passed away last year its a bitter sweet trip we will be staying in her house still and we will sleep in her old room which makes me really sad i miss her so much she was one of the nicest people on earth and she still had years left to live but unfortunatley had a stroke and didnt make it but on the bright side i will get to see my baby cousin

this is my puppy steve he is the most precious thing in the world everyone loves him hes super friendly and will literally chase after people just to give them kisses

Day 3 of okusawamiikuns 30 day challenge My favorite popipa song is either setsunai sandglass or teardrops i cant decide they are both so good

AAAAAAAAAAAA TAE I LOVE YOU THANKS

Ok so i was doing solos in the limited 5th anniversary box and 6 solos later guess who comes home best girl thats who like o my god look at her LOOK AT HER shes perfect sjhdhdh im crying now god im so gay

Also sorry i havent been posting i kinda gave up on the 30 day challenge because i didnt feel like it

Hey just wanted to wish everyone a happy pride month i am bisexual and proud i also want you all to know that no matter what your sexuality is you are valid and beautiful :) have a great pride month everyone