(Personal post again)

After the argument with that friend last night, i made some realizations. If a friend really wanted to patch things up, would they continuously argue with their friend? Would they keep trying to guilt trip? This was all she did. She never tried to apologize or tried to understand my point of view. She would make me feel bad for everything. All i wanted was a simple "im sorry". Her constant arguing was giving me bad anxiety. It wasnt good for my mental health. It was just...toxic. Im sad it had to end like this, but enough is enough. Its gonna hurt for some time, but at least i dont have to deal with the emotional abuse anymore. I blocked her from anywhere she could contact me. I'm truly free now