IM AT MY BREAKING POINT BCAUSE I CANT HAVE ONE SECOND OF REASSURANVE
here are things i dont want people to think abt me when they meet me
- kindest bestest calmest person ever (online) i dont acrually know how you can get those vibes from me and it's only okay when my gf talks abt it and this makes me pissed ONLY because when i do something vulgar they don't expect that from me and are hesitant with me
- quiet scary kid, i understand the quiet part but the scary part??? sometimes i give people rude looks and/or give people bad looks but i try my, i even tried dressing like a 2021 tiktok yt girl this year to attract more people?? i dont wanna seem scary
- gay kid who only knows how to be gay, this is how i've alwyas been percieved and since im gay i also have to be the comedic relief which secreetly has depression but nobody cares enough to noytice or try to help. i disliek gays /j.
im only writing this because one of my friends said 'honestly you're scary' and walked away and now i felt i really gotta write thjis to lose dead weight bc i couldnt have my moment i usually have and thas it smile
i will make bandori update soon too tyty
