Sorry you all, just want to vent

I'm actually sad i didn't almost draw this year, 2020 screwed everything up for me, I lost motivation to do anything... I must admit I did loads and loads of doodles this year tho... I have loads of unfinished artwork or just missing full artwork in general,,, it breaks my heart knowing that i lost motivation to even do the only thing i care in life. But yeah... If you see this, keep scrolling down. It isn't anything serious, i have improved a lot this year in my opinion and I'm happy about that. At the start of January i wasn't even able to draw humans, i still draw animals only or even if I draw humans, they were circked shaped, ham legged chibis ( I'm not kidding, they had massive legs )