I've barely played garupa at all during this event, so I don't think I'm gonna be pulling for Kokoro. I also just barely have any stars, and I haven't really felt motivated to play. But anyway, since I haven't been posting much, I might as well talk about some stuff I did recently.

So, yesterday (Friday), the QSA (Queer Straight Alliance) club at my school was screening "Love, Victor" on a zoom meeting, but I ended up not going because I was scared for some reason (I don't really know why I was scared. I guess just because I'm not 100% out yet, even though I'm trying to be, it's still scary, even if it's other queer people). So instead, I spent the entire day today watching the show on my own and wow was that amazing. I haven't watched "Love, Simon," so I didn't really understand the references to that movie, but still, it was great. Why does the main character have to have the most perfect face though? His face is just--- Okay stop, me, you're fanboying too much. But anyway, yeah it was really good. It made me want to cry during some parts, and it made me smile during a lot of other parts. The straight-passing I felt so much, even though I never went hardcore with straight-passing, since my straight-passing was more just me claiming I was straight even though it was very obvious that I wasn't.