(This might be a little long. Sorry) So I failed to get myself to come out to my parents today. I procrastinated too much. Today was National Coming Out day and that was supposed to be the deadline that I gave myself, so I'm kinda mad that I didn't do it. I don't understand what I'm scared about. There's nothing for me to be afraid of. My parents have always said that they'd support me if I was gay, so I don't understand why I'm worrying so much. I've had so much encouragement, too, so I feel like I failed myself. I also feel like I failed my friend because he told me yesterday to do it today like I said I was going to, and now I didn't do it. I don't know, I'm just really upset with myself right now. I don't know what to do. It's 8:24 PM; I still have time before the end of the day. I can still try to get myself to do it. The only problem is that my mom is asleep. I'd have to wake her up.