I'm doing a small life vent for once. So I see girls from my school right now all having a blast with their friends and hanging out, being really social and doing exciting things and I'm just here on my computer at home doing homework. I know I'm doing the better thing, but I just feel a bit unpleasant. Also, my parents are strict so I know if I hang out with friends too much they'll think I'm neglecting my studies... Making me feel like a disgrace to my race if I do hang out with friends a lot. Whenever I make a new friend, one of my parents always asks me, "Is she or he Asian?", which even though it doesn't really imply anything and is probably a question of curiosity, makes me feel like really unsettling whenever I make a new friend like he or she should be Asian I don't know I'm really paranoid but it still bothers me a lot. I want to tell my parents that but they probably wouldn't get what I mean. My vents are really small and undramatic, but I just had to get this off of my chest because all this stuff is making me feel slightly unhappy