I'm gonna talk about my life again a little bit, if you guys don't mind. (this might get pretty long, like every other one of these I've posted)

First off, sorry that I talk about this subject a lot; I'm always kinda nervous to post these types of posts because I feel like their annoying. I think the reason I post this type of stuff a lot is because I'm a baby gay (slang for newly-out gay). I also just have no one else to talk to about this.

I just read the gayest comic I've ever read. It's called "Boyfriends." and it's by Ray/refrainbow on WEBTOON. I wouldn't say it's the most wholesome thing I've read, but it was definitely really cute. The whole time I was reading it, I was acting the most baby gay I've ever acted. I was blushing and smiling while curled up in my chair (I'm even blushing while writing this; why am I like this?).

Also, speaking of baby gay, I'm planning on coming out to my parents before October 11 (since that's National Coming Out Day), which would be the last people I need to come out to. Coming out to my friends on discord is one thing, but coming out to my parents by actually talking is infinitely more terrifying. I don't know if I'll even have the courage to say it out loud. I might just write something. But besides being terrified, I'm also looking forward to being able to be out to everyone I'm close to. I'll finally actually feel comfortable when my parents ask me about my love life, since they won't be asking me when I'm gonna get a girlfriend. They'll hopefully instead be asking me when I'm gonna get a boyfriend. I'll also actually be able to talk out loud about defending LGBTQ+ rights instead of just hinting at it, being like, "Oh you know human rights and stuff," "religion controlling the states..." and stuff like that. I'll also be able to buy the physical copies of given.

Did I write too much?