I said I was gonna keep this subject on my last post, but I feel like it's time for a new post now, and then I'll get back to normal posts.

I finally did it. I finally came out. It looks like my friend is still asleep though, so he hasn't responded yet. I'm so scared for some reason. I know he's gonna be cool with it, but having to wait for the reply is so scary. My heart rate is really high and I'm trembling. I was so scared to even get out of bed this morning.

Edit: OH NO HE'S ONLINE! I'M SO SCARED!

Edit2: He still hasn't responded and he's offline again. I'm- AAAHHHHHH!!!

Edit3: What is this dude doing? Spending time with his family? Eewwwww (this is sarcastic. I don't actually want him to put me before his family).

Edit4: IT'S 6 PM AND HE'S STILL OFFLINE!!! HFDGFHJGFYERFGDHJFJ!!! Even his brother is online, what's happening?

Edit5: YES HE FINALLY RESPONDED!!!! He said, "Thanks for telling me." That was both a really good and really anticlimactic response.

Edit6: He just said "glad you can trust me." AHH I feel so good right now!!!