The struggles of doing gachas on JP when you don’t know what’s going to come next and if you want to save for it

Me: Okay gotta save for PAREO

Me: Oooooh gotta pull for Collab Arisa ofc

Me: Hhhhhh fairy Tsukushi and RuiRui? And on my birthday? Pull tiiiiiime

Me: GOSH DANG IT DF AND SUMMER MOCA?

I only have enough for one pull and I want to pull for this but I also want to pull for PAREO and MASKING help me please