personal vent

I somehow got a high score on toeic test last month, and they're thinking of promoting me to be a teacher. Now they also want me to be an eng tutor for other teacher too.

well, I can't say I'm good at english. I'm not good at grammar after all. I just saw the question and think "hey, this is not right." "This one looks legit." and did any exam just like it's a puzzle game.

And they want me to teach? ugh. Don't even mention about teaching, I'm bad at even basic conversation. Just making a simple meeting schedule and I fail horribly due to misunderstanding.

Beside, teacher is kind of my worst job ever. Dealing with students, stand in front of many ppl and try not to make mistake. Just nope. Not like I have other option though. I'm not even good at anything. I don't think I'll even lived to this day tbh.