hey fam has anyone else watched this anime show called texhnolyze?? i just remembered watching it last summer and i felt so bad and deflated for a whole three weeks or something after i saw it

like i was babysitting a lot back then and after i watched it i was just laying on the floor feeling like a half-eaten cucumber while my baby nephew crawled on my face, it was that kind of show, i am just wondering if anyone out there can relate to the horrible and yet disturbingly peaceful experience of watching it