i'm late as usual but heCK it's the thought that counts,, right ;w;
to my angel and bandori's sweetest - happy birthday, yamabuki saaya! it's funny how although you weren't a fave at first, when you finally won my heart you surged right up my rankings to be clamouring for the top spot!
saaya, you're so beautiful, what is there not to love about you? there is such strength in your fragility, and love in your kindness. thank you for bringing me such warmth and comfort in the recent months
cries i can't draw bodies and hands sorry. actually i can't draw in general but i really wanted to do so for you,, anyway happy birthday ilysm ♡
my mind: sayo had an inferiority complex over hina for a fucking while, which led her to basically stop playing the guitar for enjoyment, but rather for skill, so that she wouldn't lose to hina on the guitar. because of that, sayo's sound became less and less sayo-like, and she relied on accuracy more than anything to make her music sound good. however, after joining roselia, hina seems to notice that she can hear sayo in sayo's sound, rather than the sound of someone who's playing from a textbook, as though she had become a little kinder. but in the 21st event story, sayo herself seems to realize her sound has become boring, and that she's only been trying to become more skilled, and begins to get in a slump. after seeing hina come to give her an umbrella in the rain, sayo asks herself why hina still comes to her side no matter how many times she pushes her away, and realizes that despite that, she still blames her for everything. and begins to cry and say sorry, and she finally realizes she should talk to hina honestly. the hikawa sisters finally come to like each other again, and i have to say that i think that sayo is truly a good girl and is blessed to have such a good younger sister and band pals an-