Y'ALL I FINALLY DID IT. IT'S THERE. I FULL COMBOED DETERMINATION SYMPHONY I'M SCREECHING
this song was my "oh god please don't pick it please don't" a few months ago. and now thIS!?!??! BLOODY HELL SIGN ME THE FUCK UP
FUCKING (that's a town in Austria btw)
ANOTHER OF MY NIGHTMARE SONGS FCED??? THE HECK IS HAPPENING TODAY
ya girl here needs some help
and its actually quite serious this time
so i have this person in my friend group. the two of us were really good friends up until the middle of 8th grade for a reason i just found out (we'll get to that later) and she would ignore me for no reason and she avoids me whenever she sits in our little friendship circle (which is rarely unless she wants to talk to us about bnha) and shed exclude me.
turns out a friend in my french class told me that this girl spread a rumour saying i stalked her (truth: i saw her in front of the bus stop from the other side of a busy road and waved at her) and there is another reason why this girl hates me and you might not believe me, but it's anime tastes. this girl starts a feud with me and avoids me for 3 years because of our tastes in anime, which is just...really stupid and imo immature.
background on our tastes: this girl likes bl/yaoi anime which im fine with. back in the day she'd show me some pretty explicit shit (like otayuri or viktuuri doing...the deed...) and im fine with that. she also like shounen anime (fairy tail, sao, black clover, you get it) and she assumes that i only like these idol anime and she hates me for that...because...if i like love live it completely defines me as how i am as person...? (again a lie, because i have watched bnha, yoi, fairy tail, sao and more and fun fact: my in-game comment in bandori is literally "stan otabek altin") (which is something yall should do he is underrated)
anyways, is there any way how i could confront her about this + be friends with her again? also this was a long post, and i do apologise
UPDATE: I read the comments, and I tried them all today~ I tried talking to her in private, confronting her about it, and she just put her headphones in like as if nothing happened. i tried to get a friend to confront her, and the only thing she said was "maybe if maru here didn't get into the toxic fandom, maybe we would still be talking" which basically proves that the only reason she hated me was because of my tastes. i think maybe ill adhere to the recommendations and maybe try my best not to associate with her in the future =^.^= (which is hard because she comes over to talk about bnha and i really want to go into the group sometimes) but anyways, thanks for the support and the advice ʕ◕ᴥ◕ʔ
edit: yall i got one of my friends to watch love live and now she wont stop talking about it, and iT ANNOYS THAT GIRL SO MUCH THIS IS WHY IM FRIENDS WITH THEM ASDFGHJKL
ww..i dont play en but the fact that they moved the persona event bothers me..why mess up the algorithm like dam ma..i guess its cus with joker coming out in smash the persona event could direct attention towards it? now the events r gonna be moving incorrectly ;;-;; feel sorry towards en players w so many limited gachas~
Random things I thought about BanDori before I actually knew shit:
I thought Tomoe was at least a 2nd year
I thought Kaoru and Yukina were 3rd years
Pretty sure I thought Saaya was a 2nd year as well
I thought TearDrops was actually Time Lapse (Yes, I'm deaf, thanks for asking) Time Lapse Revolution~
Not gonna lie, I expected Bang Dream to be a rip-off of that one franchise (Not K-on, I knew nothing about K-On going into BanDori), don't ask me how, but 14 y/o Manda was not a clever human being
I thought Sayo and Hina were different ages, Sayo being a 3rd year, I did assume that Hina was a 2nd year though, little did I know
I thought Lisa was the token Fanservice CharacterTM only because of her trained initial 3Star (Which I actually really like, but I don't know, I went into BanDori expecting the worst)
I thought Kokoro was going to be one of my favourite girls because in every scouting video I watched, the YouTuber in question seemed to love Kokoro, nowadays, she's my tied least fave gal (With Hina, but that's not relevant) (She's still 9/10 though, don't worry)
I think I expected BanDori to be really hard in terms of gameplay? Turns out, I was right, but my 1,5 year of spamming Love Live helped me a lot (I also thought that the sliders were going to be my worst enemy, flick notes were laughing at me)
And the most comedic one of all: I expected to really dislike this franchise, or not get into it, I don't remember why, but I think I thought I was only going to look at the pretty cards like.. once, and now, a bitch hasn't left these gays alone since early 2018
i'm in good mood now, and, i don't know why, but i feel strong need to share with you my story about my fight with anxiety. Maybe i should place trigger warner here, don't know who may read this.
I don't mean social anxiety, i mean... i don't know... it's more looks like obssesion, or post-traumatic, or just an anxiety. Like everyone, I always had some fears, and one of my most specifical fears was a fear of gas explosion in my house (i live in a flat), and at 31th december 2018 it took place in the one russian city (not my) . It was very strong- it destroyed the whole entrance, more than 30 people died. I didn't react at once-but at the next day something got me to look at all this shit and here.... what i got. I had awful and strong sensory accociations and thoughts for a long time. Thanks to my mom, she started to help me. I got better at the middle of january, but i still have some thoughts and associations. I can't belive i have this shit more than month, but yep. I still imagine explosions, and like roof fall on me, or like i'm falling from my 7th floor and die. But i feel really better now. And you know, like one of my relatives said to me, i'm trying to set my mind to something good, and to thanks my fears for this challenge, because it would do myself stronger if i'll pass it, and i think i really CAN thank it, because if i didn't had it, i wouldn't be the one who i am now, And one more point, that i find out today-i may F*CKING LOVE my anxiety. I don't know how, but i can! i'll further fight against it, but i feel myself a looooot better and more confident. And it helps me with selflove too! Now I understand that I can love myself! And i'm so happy now that yes, i decide to share it with you. I hope i haven't triggered someone here, because i want everyone to feel themselves good too!