Hi what's good I have been shaking for hours I can't believe this is real

I only had 15k stars how did this happen . . . actually I'll tell you how it happened. I screeched the entirety of chomama while scouting and there was no sign of Arisa so I figured the lyrics were too tsun and driving her away so I reverted to Christmas no Uta, which worked in the Christmas gacha but there was no heckin way it was gonna bless me again right?? Wrong. Oh lordy. I'm deceased excuse me while I lie in this grave in bliss until the Summer event rolls around. I just. Arisa means so much to me and I'm way too emotional rn ghhh

Also can we have a moment of silence for my friend who I'm greatly indebted to for dragging me into AriLisa hell and who sank 20k stars into this vortex and didn't get a single 4*? I feel so bad for her